Cold Sober
Unveiling Shadows: Pretty Killer's Cold Sober Revelations
Lyrics
I lost my mind in quarantine
I experienced a mental breakdown during quarantine.
And I dropped some friends cuz they were mean
I ended friendships with people who treated me poorly.
And I don't need them anymore
I no longer require those friendships.
But when I think about it now you
Reflecting, it seems you may have been the one to save me.
Likely were the one who
Indicating the person being referred to.
Saved me from myself
You helped me overcome self-destructive tendencies.
I had to lie to get a job
I had to be dishonest to secure employment.
I count the seconds on the clock
I constantly watch the clock, feeling trapped in my job.
And now I'm stuck here greasing palms
I'm now entangled in a corporate environment.
A corporate gangster in the retail mob
Describing oneself as a corporate gangster in the retail world.
Can somebody please just put a hit on me
An expression of despair, wishing for someone to end their suffering.
Cuz I'm fucked up but I'm sober
Despite being sober, I still feel emotionally damaged.
And I'm still stressed out though it's over
Although the challenging situation is over, stress persists.
Don't wanna be left out
Desire to avoid being excluded or overlooked.
The cold shoulder
A feeling of rejection or neglect.
Maybe you were all that I need
Suggesting the person addressed was essential in their life.
You could be just what I need
Expressing the potential importance of the addressed person.
You were the calm before the storm
You provided stability before a tumultuous period.
And in the darkness you transform
During difficult times, you undergo a transformation.
And I tried to show you I could change
I attempted to change for you, but you remained unchanged.
But you just stayed the same and
Despite efforts, the person didn't change as expected.
I can't take the pain
The emotional pain becomes unbearable.
Cuz I'm fucked up but I'm sober
Despite sobriety, emotional struggles persist.
And I'm still stressed out though it's over
Even though the challenging phase has passed, stress lingers.
Don't wanna be left out
Avoiding the feeling of being excluded or ignored.
The cold shoulder
Experiencing the sense of rejection or neglect.
Maybe you were all that I need
The person addressed might have been all the speaker needed.
Ya I think you're just what I need
Expressing a belief that the addressed person is essential.
Maybe you were all that I need
Reiteration of the belief that the addressed person is all they need.
Ya you're all that I need
Affirmation that the addressed person is indeed all they need.
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