Lyrics
I overdosed at 23, cause life seemed fading easily
I experienced a drug overdose at the age of 23 because life seemed to be fading easily.
I'm exactly where I meant to be
I am currently in the exact place where I intended to be.
I take the lead and set me free
I take the lead in my life and strive to set myself free.
But now I'm lost in my own mind, try to leave my thoughts and pain behind
However, I find myself lost in my own thoughts and struggle to leave behind my pain.
I thought that I could find a way
I initially believed I could find a way out of my challenges.
But now I'm stuck here day by day
Now, I feel stuck and am living day by day without progress.
Why? Do I wake up every night?
I question why I wake up every night.
I'm so fucking paralyzed
I feel intensely paralyzed and overwhelmed.
I'm so goddamn paralyzed from all the shit inside my mind
My mind is heavily burdened, contributing to my sense of paralysis.
I slowly go insane
I am gradually losing my sanity.
I wish that I could fit into your world but nothing seems
I desire to fit into your world, but nothing seems to change.
Nothing seems to change
Despite my efforts, nothing seems to change.
I thought that I was strong enough, to handle all the rough and tough
I once believed I was strong enough to handle challenges, but now I feel trapped inside my mind.
But now I'm trapped inside my head
All my hopes and dreams are now dead.
And all my hopes and dreams are dead
I try to appear and feel okay, but the struggle is real.
I try to act and feel alright, I feel and try to act alright
I wish I could find a way out, but I remain stuck day by day.
I wish that I could find a way
Similar to line 5, expressing frustration at the inability to find a solution.
But now I'm stuck here day by day
Continuation of the feeling of being trapped on a daily basis.
Why? Do I wake up every night?
Reiteration of the confusion about waking up every night.
I'm so fucking paralyzed
Intense feeling of being paralyzed and unable to move forward.
I'm so goddamn paralyzed from all the shit inside my mind
Repetition of the heavy burden within the mind causing paralysis.
I slowly go insane
The ongoing struggle is causing a gradual descent into insanity.
I wish that I could fit into your world but nothing seems
Continued desire to be a part of another's world, but no positive change is observed.
Nothing seems to change
Despite the wish for change, the situation remains unaltered.
I'm fighting demons everyday
Fighting internal demons is a daily challenge.
But they don't wanna go away
These demons persist and refuse to go away.
I'm drowning in my own despair
Drowning in one's own despair, but there is a lack of external support.
But no one seems to fucking care
Expressing frustration that others seem indifferent to personal struggles.
Why? Do I wake up every night?
Reiteration of the confusion about waking up every night.
I'm so fucking paralyzed
Intense feeling of being paralyzed and unable to move forward.
I'm so goddamn paralyzed from all the fuck
Repetition of the heavy burden within the mind causing paralysis.
Why? Do I wake up every night?
Reiteration of the confusion about waking up every night.
I'm so fucking paralyzed
Intense feeling of being paralyzed and unable to move forward.
I'm so goddamn paralyzed from all the shit inside my mind
Repetition of the heavy burden within the mind causing paralysis.
I slowly go insane
The ongoing struggle is causing a gradual descent into insanity.
I wish that I could fit into your world but nothing seems
Continued desire to be a part of another's world, but no positive change is observed.
Nothing seems to change
Despite the wish for change, the situation remains unaltered.
Nothing seems, nothing seems to change
Despite the desire for change, nothing seems to change.
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