Lyrics
I do believe that it will not change
Belief that the situation will remain unchanged.
I do perceive that I am not to blame
Awareness that personal blame is not justified.
All of the remnants that are left inside
Reference to internal remnants or unresolved issues.
Fully function to my own demise
Functioning in a way that contributes to one's own downfall.
Call me, say I am manic
Describing oneself as manic, possibly emotionally intense.
Installing the erratic
Engaging in erratic behavior, possibly self-destructive.
Starving of my inprovement
Feeling a lack of progress or improvement.
Stalling of any new movement
Stalling and resisting new movements or changes.
Implore me to dissolution
Requesting release or dissolution, a desire to escape.
Ignoring
Being ignored, perhaps in seeking a solution.
There's no solution
Expressing a belief that there is no resolution.
Don't call me so enigmatic
Rejecting the label of being enigmatic or mysterious.
Ignore me
Expressing a desire to be ignored.
I won't have it
Rejecting unwanted attention or interference.
Tension is what has been building
Highlighting the buildup of tension in one's life.
Tension is what I've been feeling
Emphasizing the persistent feeling of tension.
Intervention
Referencing a need for intervention or assistance.
Don't know what is needed
Uncertainty about what specific intervention is required.
Don't know what will stop the bleeding
Uncertainty about what will stop or alleviate suffering.
Attention
Questioning the value of seeking attention or recognition.
Is that worth pursuing?
Considering if pursuing attention is worthwhile.
Apprehension
Feeling uneasy or fearful about the future.
What am I achieving?
Reflecting on the lack of achievement or progress.
Don't know what will start the healing
Uncertainty about what will initiate the healing process.
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