Lyrics
At times I think you served injustice sometimes I take it blessing alone
Reflecting on perceived injustice served by the friend, sometimes seen as a blessing.
At times I feel so disserviced other times I thank God alone
Feeling disserviced at times, but also expressing gratitude to God on other occasions.
Was it a gift of independence to find my own self as a whole
Contemplating if the friend's actions led to the gift of independence and self-discovery.
But mostly I think you were selfish not knowin' these answers at all
Believing that the friend was mostly selfish for not having answers to important questions.
Which one was it whichever it shall be
Pondering which aspect of the friend's behavior was true or relevant.
Which one was it to be kind or displease
Questioning whether the friend was kind or displeasing in their actions.
I really wanna know it with silence I'm not free which one was it
Expressing a desire to know the truth, feeling constrained by silence.
But now in a flash I realize experience wisdom to know
Realizing, in a sudden moment, the importance of experience and wisdom in understanding.
Did this myself to conquer the worm of your cavernous soul
Taking personal responsibility for conquering the challenges within the friend's soul.
Which one was it whichever it shall be
Reiterating the uncertainty about which behavior of the friend was genuine.
Which one was it to be kind of displease
Repeating the question of whether the friend intended to be kind or displeasing.
I really wanna know it with silence I'm not free
Expressing the ongoing struggle with silence and the desire for answers.
Can I let go of it can you answer truthfully
Questioning the possibility of letting go and seeking a truthful answer.
Don't you remember you never did answer me
Recalling that the friend never provided a clear answer to a past inquiry.
Left to interpret alone don't you remember
Feeling left alone to interpret the situation without clear guidance.
I never got an answer can I try to resolve
Expressing frustration at never receiving a satisfactory answer and the attempt to resolve the issue.
I really wanna know it with silence I'm not free
Reiterating the desire to know the truth despite the silence.
Can I let go of it can you answer truthfully
Repeating the question of whether it's possible to let go and seeking a truthful response.
But now in a flash I realize experience wisdom to know
Reiterating the realization of the importance of experience and wisdom in understanding.
Did this myself to conquer the worm of your cavernous soul
Restating the self-driven effort to overcome challenges within the friend's soul.
Which one was it now I really don't care
Indicating a shift in focus, expressing indifference to the past uncertainty.
Which one was it I hope I never ask that question again
Expressing a hope to avoid asking the same troubling question in the future.
Which one was it now I really don't care
Reiterating the indifference to the past uncertainty, emphasizing a lack of concern.
Which one was it I hope I never ask that question again
Expressing a wish to avoid revisiting the troublesome question in the future.
I really wanna know it with silence I'm not free
Reiterating the desire to know the truth despite the ongoing silence.
Can I let go of it can you answer truthfully
Questioning the possibility of letting go and seeking a truthful answer once more.
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