Lyrics
Always running away from my problems
Expressing a tendency to avoid facing personal issues.
Shutting them off like alarm clocks
Actively ignoring problems, likened to turning off alarm clocks.
Guess I'm sleeping through the end of the world
Indicating a state of apathy or detachment, possibly towards global issues.
Now all of my days are dreams
Everyday experiences are perceived as dream-like and not fully real.
And all of my dreams are leaving me alone
Dreams, symbolizing aspirations, are abandoning the individual.
So I'll let go
Choosing to release or surrender to the current situation.
Maybe imma wake up tomorrow
Hopeful for a positive change in the future.
And make up for the time I lost
Expressing a desire to compensate for lost time.
I'm always borrowing what I can't return
Consistently taking things without the ability to give back.
Putting my best foot forward
Trying one's best despite challenges.
Going through all of the motion
Engaging in routine actions but not progressing.
But I'm stuck I go in reverse
Feeling stuck and regressing instead of moving forward.
Retroactively blame myself
Blaming oneself retrospectively for unknown reasons.
For reasons I don't even know yet
Frustration with things beyond one's understanding.
And I get mad at things that I can't control
Anger towards uncontrollable factors, leading to a negative thought cycle.
It's a spiral effect in my mind
Describing a recurring negative thought pattern affecting the mind.
As if the world is out to get me
Feeling persecuted by the world or circumstances.
I'm finally Okay
Temporary acceptance of the situation.
Until I'm not
Recognizing the impermanence of feeling okay.
There's a light at the end of my life
Hope or positivity despite facing challenges in life.
Even though it gets dark sometimes
Despite difficulties, maintaining a positive outlook.
I'm still glowing at the thought of moving on
Optimism and enthusiasm about the prospect of moving forward.
Still figuring out my strengths
Still discovering personal strengths and capabilities.
And maybe I could be the bigger man someday
Aspiring to mature and handle situations more responsibly in the future.
But now I'm small
Currently feeling small or inadequate in dealing with challenges.
But I'm looking up
Maintaining a positive outlook despite current challenges.
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