Lyrics
You're schizophrenic
The person is described as having conflicting thoughts or emotions, possibly experiencing internal struggles.
And I just don't get it
The speaker expresses confusion or difficulty understanding the mentioned person's behavior.
You pull your own trigger
The individual is metaphorically portrayed as causing harm to themselves, possibly through self-destructive actions.
Put numbers in your head
A reference to the person having conflicting or confusing thoughts, indicated by "numbers in your head."
Here I am and there it is
The speaker finds themselves unexpectedly involved in a situation or relationship.
And suddenly I'm part of it
The sudden realization that the speaker is now a part of something, possibly referring to the mentioned person's issues.
I thought you were better
Disappointment in the person, believing they were better than their current state.
I know it doesn't matter
Acknowledgment that the speaker's feelings or opinions may not have an impact or significance.
I should have know
Regret for not foreseeing or understanding the recurrence of a problematic situation.
It'd start again
Anticipation of a repeated cycle or pattern of behavior.
When we go yonder
Reference to a future point in time ("yonder") when a change or improvement may occur.
Hearts will grow fonder
Expectation that hearts will become more affectionate or caring in the future.
Help me to be sincere
Plea for assistance in being genuine or honest.
Then maybe next year
Hoping for a clearer conscience in the coming year through sincerity.
My conscious will be clear
The desire for a guilt-free conscience by addressing and resolving personal issues.
I'll find out what I need
The quest to discover what is truly necessary or important in life.
I don't wanna admit that I'm wrong
Reluctance to admit one's mistakes or faults.
Like some things I say just don't come across
Recognition that some communication is ineffective or misunderstood.
I feel like something's unsaid
A feeling that there are unspoken matters or unresolved issues.
Or most things you say go over my head
Perception that the person's statements are often not fully comprehended or go unnoticed.
When we go yonder
Reiteration of the expectation that positive changes will occur in the future ("yonder").
Hearts will grow fonder
Reaffirmation of the belief that hearts will become more affectionate or caring with time.
Help me to be sincere
Request for assistance in maintaining sincerity.
Then maybe next year
Hope for a clearer conscience in the next year through continued sincerity.
My conscious will be clear
Desire for a guilt-free conscience by addressing and resolving personal issues, similar to lines 13-15.
I'll find out what I need
The ongoing pursuit of discovering what is truly necessary or important in life.
When we go yonder
Repetition of the expectation that positive changes will occur in the future ("yonder").
Hearts will grow fonder
Reiteration of the belief that hearts will become more affectionate or caring with time.
Help me to be sincere
Continued request for assistance in maintaining sincerity.
Then maybe next year
Continued hope for a clearer conscience in the next year through continued sincerity.
My conscious will be clear
Continued desire for a guilt-free conscience by addressing and resolving personal issues.
I'll find out what I need
Continued pursuit of discovering what is truly necessary or important in life.
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