Lyrics
I arrive alive and to my demise it's another sunny day
I exist and survive, but it feels like facing a challenging day.
A dark and gray glass lottery a victorious dismay
The unpredictable and uncertain nature of life is both a gamble and a strange kind of victory.
I'm up all night inside my room just trying to ignore the unfortunate color of the sky I live under
I spend sleepless nights in my room, trying to ignore the unfortunate reality of the world around me.
I'm going I'm gone but I won't say for long.
I'm leaving, departing, but I don't plan to be away for an extended period.
I'm going I'm gone but I won't say for long.
Reiteration of the desire to leave, suggesting a temporary absence.
The hand I drew had more cards in it than should have been dealt
Life dealt me more challenges than I should handle, but there's a missing piece that completes my experience.
But there's a card completing everything that I have not yet held
Release the connections and relationships hidden behind my apparent happiness.
Untie the lines and lives that hide beneath my broken smile
A plea to unravel the complexities and struggles behind a seemingly broken smile.
'Cause I can't crack it anymore
Expressing the inability to endure further challenges or hardships.
Your eyes say stay but your stare says go away
The conflict between the desire to stay and the signals suggesting distance.
So I will go you're never going to see me again so I'm told
Deciding to leave with the belief that I won't be seen again, as per what I've been told.
I'm going I'm gone but I won't say for long.
Reiteration of departure with the expectation of a short absence.
I'm going I'm gone but I won't say for long.
Continued expression of the intention to leave, indicating a temporary nature.
I've been listening to the memories from a long long time ago
Reflecting on memories from a distant past.
Snapshots taken by my mind in time
Mental images captured by my mind over an extended period.
But where were they last night?
Questioning the absence of those memories during a particular night.
When time in a picture arrived
Highlighting the significance of a moment when time seems frozen in a picture.
I'm going I'm gone but I won't say for long.
Repeating the decision to leave, suggesting a brief departure.
I'm going I'm gone but I won't say for long.
Reiterating the intention to leave without a long absence.
Right now's the time to drive a million miles away
Suggesting that the present moment is ideal for escaping, distancing oneself by a considerable distance.
But I'll be here in pictures
Despite physically being elsewhere, I will be present in memories and images.
Right now the time to drive a million miles away
Repeating the idea of escaping to a distant place, emphasizing the mental aspect of the journey.
I'll make it in my head.
A commitment to reaching the destination mentally, even if not physically.
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