Lyrics
It's freezing cold
Expressing the intense coldness
my heart
Referring to the emotional state
once told me to stay calm
Recalling advice to remain calm
took my chance and it went off
Took a chance, and it didn't succeed
knew that i fucked up wanna make up go straight up but
Acknowledging a mistake and the desire to reconcile
woo I'm a foolish, narcissistic, hopeless jerk
Self-awareness of being foolish, narcissistic, and hopeless
loading that gun stick out our tongue
Engaging in risky behavior, metaphorically loading a gun
Where else can have some more fun
Seeking enjoyment, questioning where else to find fun
once I get high everything turn slow in my world
Describing altered perception when intoxicated
no need to fight just put me into the hole
Expressing a preference for avoidance over conflict
oh
An exclamation, possibly expressing frustration or realization
tell me if its right to feel the way
Seeking validation or guidance on feelings
the way I felt
Reflecting on past emotions
Am I wrong
Pondering the correctness of feelings
I'm dying yea im dying
Expressing a sense of impending demise or suffering
shame on me but no one care whos lying
Acknowledging shame and deception with indifference from others
I'm praying and now im crying
Combining prayer and tears as a response to difficulties
under the city blue i sing (yeah
Singing beneath the city's blue atmosphere
I've cried a thousand tears and then a thousand more
Emphasizing the depth of emotional pain through repeated crying
All the blame the sins that put on me you'll never know
Attributing blame and sins without understanding
I've tried I've tried I've tried
Reiterating attempts that have been made
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