Fall Behind
Embracing Desolation: R.I.P. AYERS' Haunting Tale of Love and Loss
Lyrics
I just want you all
I desire everyone
To fall behind
To lag or fail to keep up
There's nothing to break in you
There's nothing significant to disrupt within you
You got no spine
You lack courage or determination
You act like you're sane
You behave as if you're mentally stable
You lost your mind
You've become irrational or lost your sanity
By my side
Close to me
Now I'm holding on to days
I'm grasping onto past moments
Mistakes I made
Errors I committed
They all replay
They continuously replay
Can't escape
Unable to avoid
All of this pain
All this emotional suffering
And I just want her
I solely desire her
But she don't feel the same
But her feelings don't align
We used have love
We previously shared love
What has filled her brain
What occupies her thoughts now?
Even these drugs
Even substances fail to provide the same feeling
Just don't feel the same
I urgently need to express my distress
And I just need to scream
Because I'm emotionally numb
Cause I don't feel a thing
Drifting into an eternal slumber
Falling asleep
Next to me
For eternity
I'm holding onto past moments
By my side
Errors I committed
Now I'm holding on to days
They continuously replay
Mistakes I made
Unable to avoid
They all replay
All this emotional suffering
Can't escape
I solely desire her
All of this pain
But her feelings don't align
And I just want her
I desire everyone
But she don't feel the same
To lag or fail to keep up
I just want you all
There's nothing significant to disrupt within you
To fall behind
You lack courage or determination
There's nothing to break in you
You behave as if you're mentally stable
You got no spine
You've become irrational or lost your sanity
You act like you're sane
Close to me
You lost your mind
I'm grasping onto past moments
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