Lyrics
I've been scared I've lied before
The speaker has felt fear and has been dishonest previously.
She's my best friend, she deserves more
Refers to someone close (possibly a friend) who the speaker feels deserves more.
Got stuffed on liquids when I
Implying being intoxicated while driving to the shore.
Drove to the shore, scratching one surface floor
Driving to the shore and damaging a surface floor in the process.
I've been trying it for myself
The speaker has been attempting something independently.
I'm in hell I'm in hell
Expressing distress or anguish, feeling like being in a difficult situation.
Before I say she's got it made
Prior to complimenting or acknowledging her success, the speaker suggests she might falter.
She's gonna cave
Anticipating her eventual downfall or failure.
She's gotta cave
Emphasizing the belief in her eventual failure.
Oh my head hurts when she says
Physical discomfort or headache when she speaks.
Your words made me think of it
The speaker's words triggered thoughts or memories for her.
Two halves of a whole still fit inside my heart where they were at the start
Reflecting on a relationship where two people fit perfectly together initially.
Intrusive thoughts alone, my brain feels like a clone
Having intrusive or unwelcome thoughts, feeling like the mind is duplicated.
This choice wasn't mine
Stating a lack of personal agency or choice in a decision.
Am I even alive
Questioning existence or feeling disconnected from life.
I don't know
Expressing uncertainty or lack of knowledge about something.
My heart and bones
Indicating a lack of emotional or personal growth.
Don't grow even though
Feeling stagnant despite the expectation of growth or change.
I should say so I should say no
Struggling between expressing agreement or disagreement.
I've been trying it for myself
Continuing personal efforts despite difficulties.
I'm in hell I'm in hell
Reiterating distress or feeling trapped in a difficult situation.
Before I say I've got it made
Before claiming personal success, suggesting an impending failure or capitulation.
I'm gonna cave
Anticipating one's own collapse or giving in to pressure.
I'm gonna cave
Anticipating one's own collapse or giving in to pressure (reiteration).
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