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I get up at eight, drink the pills
I wake up at eight, take medication
And then I go to uni
Then I proceed to attend university
I'm just moony and little sad
Feeling somewhat dreamy and a bit melancholic
I wake up at nine, search for thrills
I wake up at nine, seeking excitement
And then I go to my work
Then I head to my job
It's all clockwork yet so bland
Everything is routine but lacks excitement
I forget
Memory lapse or neglect
Cause I
Because I
Can't even feel like I did
Can't even feel as I used to
And I can't even seem to cry
Unable to cry
And I can't even think
Difficulty in thought process
I know that
Aware that
I'll be
I will become
Big scary bug lying in bed
A frightening insect lying in bed
And I won't be able to fly
Unable to fly
I'll leave everything wrecked
Leaving everything in chaos
I don't know if I'll see some clear
Uncertain about finding clarity
God that'll make me feel good in me
Hoping for a divine force to bring joy within
Bright sparks in me are all dead
The creative aspects within me have faded away
I don't know how to hide my fears
Struggling to conceal my anxieties
End up writing songs that keep me
Resulting in writing songs as an outlet
Focused on things I'll never end
Channeling focus towards perpetual uncertainties
I forget
Memory lapse or neglect repeats
Cause I
Because I
Can't even feel like I did
Can't even feel as I used to
And I can't even seem to cry
Unable to shed tears
And I can't even think
Difficulty in thought process persists
I know that
Aware that
I'll be
I will become
Big scary bug lying in bed
A frightening insect lying in bed
And I won't be able to fly
Unable to soar
I'll leave everything wrecked
Leaving everything in disarray
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