Lyrics
You've turned into a monster
You've transformed into something monstrous
I've turned into myself
I've reverted to my true self
I wanna feel your heartbeat from the inside out
I desire to experience your heartbeat intimately, from the inside
Rip out your ribcage, make a home in it
Metaphorically, I want to inhabit your chest cavity by removing your ribcage
Once I'm inside you there's no way out
Once I'm deeply connected with you, there's no escape
I've been restraining myself for too long
I have held back my true self for an extended period
For too long
This restraint has persisted for too long
I've been betraying myself for too long
I have been disloyal to my own essence for an extended period
For too long
This betrayal of self has endured for too long
I've built this mental maze
I have constructed a complex mental labyrinth
Rotten away for days
This intricate maze has decayed over the course of days
Oh you like being high to avoid reality
You find solace in being intoxicated to escape from reality
Eyes closed so you never look at me
Your eyes remain shut, avoiding direct confrontation with me
I'm not terrifying
I am not terrifying on my own; I am a mirror reflecting your fears
Just a reflection of you
I am merely a reflection of your own identity
Oh you like to avoid responsibility
You prefer to evade responsibilities
Keep your eyes open
Contrastingly, I want you to observe and face me directly
Watch me
Witness me without averting your gaze
I've been restraining myself for too long
I've been holding back my true self for too long (repetition)
I've been betraying myself for too long
I've been disloyal to my own essence for too long (repetition)
I've been destroying myself for too long
I've been self-destructive for an extended period
For too long
This self-destruction has persisted for too long
Oh you like being high to avoid reality
Similar to line 12, emphasizing the escapism through intoxication
Oh you like being high to avoid reality
Reiteration of the desire to avoid reality through intoxication
Oh you like being high to avoid reality
Continued emphasis on escaping reality through intoxication
Eyes closed so you never look at me
Your eyes remain closed, avoiding direct interaction with me (repetition)
Come
An invitation, urging the other person to come closer
Come
Repetition of the invitation, reinforcing the urgency
Come
Further repetition, possibly expressing desperation
I'm here to show you the truth
Expressing the intention to reveal the truth
Eat the tumor out of you
Metaphorical suggestion to remove the negativity within the other person
Serve the sentence you are due
A call for the other person to face the consequences they deserve
I've been restraining myself
Repeating the theme of self-restraint
I've been betraying myself
Repeating the theme of self-betrayal
I've been restraining myself
Repeating the theme of self-restraint
I've been betraying myself
Repeating the theme of self-betrayal
I've been destroying myself (save me)
Expressing the consequences of self-destruction, possibly a plea for help (save me)
For too long
This self-destructive behavior has endured for too long (repetition)
Too long
Reiteration of the prolonged duration of self-destruction
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