Lyrics
Secretly, I'm suffering
Secretly experiencing inner pain and distress.
Losing all my sparkle like a summer fling
Losing enthusiasm and energy, akin to the fading excitement of a short-lived romantic relationship.
Pain reflief comes easily
Finding relief from pain.
When the blame is placed on everyone but me
Blaming others instead of taking responsibility for personal pain relief.
You make me go numb like I'm standing in the sun
Feeling emotionally detached or unaffected, yet unable to sense warmth or joy.
But I can't feel the warmth on my body (on my body)
Unable to experience the positive effects despite being in a seemingly enjoyable situation.
Use me as your ammo, crush me like an anvil
Being used as a tool or weapon, experiencing crushing pressure.
'Til you come around speaking softly
Seeking comfort and solace from someone who approaches gently.
Every time I hear those bitter voices in my head
Hearing negative, critical thoughts in one's mind.
Tell myself that jealousy is such a fickle friend
Recognizing that jealousy is an unreliable companion.
(Break up with my bitterness)
Choosing to separate from bitterness.
This envy is so empty
Feeling a hollow emptiness caused by envy.
Green has never even looked that good on me
Realizing that envy does not suit or enhance one's identity.
Self-esteem, it gets messy
Self-worth becomes messy or complicated.
Didn't know that I was my worst enemy
Realizing self as one's own worst adversary.
You make me go numb like I'm standing in the sun
Experiencing emotional numbness despite being in a positive situation.
But I can't feel the warmth on my body (on my body)
Inability to feel the positivity or warmth in a seemingly pleasant circumstance.
Use me as your ammo, crush me like an anvil
Feeling pressured and crushed by someone's actions.
'Til you come around speaking softly
Seeking comfort from someone who approaches gently.
Every time I hear those bitter voices in my head (in my head)
Continuously hearing negative and critical thoughts internally.
Tell myself that jealousy is such a fickle friend
Understanding that jealousy is an unreliable companion.
Break up with my bitterness
Reinforcing the need to part ways with bitterness and negative emotions, expressing a weariness and a desire to move past these feelings.
break up with my bitterness
-Break up with my bitterness
-break up with my bitterness
-Break up with my bitterness
-(break up with my bitterness, break up with my bitterness)
-(Tried to get along but now I'm just getting sick of it)
-Break up with my bitterness
-(break up with my bitterness, break up with my bitterness)
-(Tried to get along but now I'm just getting sick of it)
-Break up with my bitterness
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