Lyrics
You were so loving so thoughtful
You were affectionate and considerate
Remembered everything that I love
You remembered all the things I love
You were so lovely and so warm
You were charming and warm
But then your story follows
But then your story takes a turn
People started to talk to me
People started gossiping to me
Told me to be more careful
Advised me to be cautious
You are not who you seem to be
Suggesting you are not who you appear to be
Say I will never know
Saying I will never truly understand
You told them it was just for show
You claimed it was just a façade
But you told me I was your everything
But you assured me I meant everything to you
You told me you will never go
You promised you would never leave
Yet you laugh it all out just to save your ego
Yet, you dismiss it all to protect your pride
What am I to you, am I just your toy
Questioning my role in your life, am I just a plaything?
What am I to you, a model or a doll
Am I a representation, a model, or a doll to you?
What am I to you, am I just for show
Wondering if I am merely for display
What am I to you, I'll never know
Uncertain about my significance to you
You turned to someone I don't know
You transformed into someone unfamiliar
Made me question who I fell in love with
Making me question the person I fell in love with
Who are you guess I'll never know
Who are you? I may never find out
Fell in love with someone you created
Fell in love with a persona you fabricated
You told them it was just for show
Telling others it's all a show
But you told me I was your everything
Yet assuring me I am your everything
You told me you will never go
Promising you won't leave me
Yet you laugh it all out just to save your ego
But laughing it off to protect your ego
What am I to you, am I just your toy
Repeating the questioning of my role in your life
What am I to you, a model or a doll
Reiterating the uncertainty if I'm a model or a doll
What am I to you, am I just for show
Asking again if I'm just for show
What am I to you, I'll never know
Expressing the ongoing confusion about my significance
Waking up waking up I'm waking up
Repeatedly waking up to the reality
Finally realize who the hell are you
Finally realizing who you truly are
Catching up catching up they're catching up
Catching up with the lies and the truth
The lies the truth they're catching up
The lies and the truth are catching up with you
What am I to you, am I just your toy
Reiterating the uncertainty of my role
What am I to you, a model or a doll
Reiterating the uncertainty if I'm a model or a doll
What am I to you, am I just for show
Asking again if I'm just for show
What am I to you, I'll never know
Expressing the ongoing confusion about my significance
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