Lyrics
I'll think it's great
I will consider it as a positive experience
I'll think I made it
I will believe I have achieved something
I'll add the paint
I will enhance the situation
Say it's amazing
Expressing awe or admiration for the situation
Then grab the lighter
Proceeding to ignite a fire
Then start the fire
Actively starting the fire
Joyful joyful, watch it burn
Expressing joy at watching something burn
Joyful joyful, watch it burn
Repetition of joy at witnessing destruction
I wish I'd go to hell
Expressing a desire for hardship or challenges
Then I could know what's real
Seeking a genuine understanding of reality
Instead of constantly reshaping all my words
Struggling with communication and self-expression
To pass agreements
Modifying words to reach agreements
Cannot trust myself
Expressing self-doubt and lack of trust
I don't deserve your help
Feeling unworthy of assistance
While I just sit here in fear
Experiencing fear and inaction
My dear
Addressing a loved one
I'm so lost
Feeling disoriented and confused
What am I running to?
Questioning the direction in life
I think some money's due
Suspecting financial obligations
What would my mother do?
Considering maternal guidance
What would my brother do?
Considering fraternal guidance
Hit like a heart attack
Impactful and sudden event
Painted the window black
Blocking out external views
I taste the bitter past
Recalling a painful past
I taste it (taste it taste it taste it taste it)
Intensifying the experience of the past
I think I'm broken
Perceiving oneself as damaged
But I don't focus
Lack of focus on personal issues
This side is toneless
Emotionally numb or indifferent
I wonder what it was that
Curiosity about a past experience
Always tried to go with
Attempting to align with a past self
Ki- kind of broke it
Reflecting on a past mistake
Reside in stone with
Being unyielding or unchangeable
My music playing for the decades
Creating music with a lasting impact
After time is broken
Time altering perceptions
I'd- I'd have noticed
Acknowledging a missed opportunity
I'd have noticed (Wish I'd go to hell)
Repetition of desire to experience hardship
Then I could know what's real
Reiterating a wish to understand reality
Instead of wasting all my thoughts
Avoiding wasteful thoughts
On thoughts about some things I think about
Overthinking certain subjects
I'm goin' 'round
Engaging in repetitive behavior
Dance in a circle now
Dancing without self-awareness
Like there's no me to even see this world
Feeling disconnected from the world
I'm always super stressed about
Experiencing chronic stress
What am I running to?
Reiterating the uncertainty of direction
I think some money's due
Speculating on financial obligations
What would my mother do?
Considering maternal guidance in difficulties
What would my brother do?
Considering fraternal guidance in difficulties
Hit like a heart attack
Impactful and sudden event (repeated)
Painted the window black
Blocking out external views (repeated)
I taste the bitter past
Recalling a painful past (repeated)
I taste it (taste it taste it taste it taste it)
Intensifying the experience of the past (repeated)
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