Lyrics
My eyes still open, but I can't seem
Despite being awake, the narrator feels a sense of detachment.
To find the one who's been close to me
Struggling to identify someone close in their life.
My arms still open wide
Expressing emotional openness with open arms.
Said goodbye as I cried
Bidding farewell with tears.
I try to sleep, but I keep waking up
Difficulty in sleeping due to persistent thoughts.
My head so filled of things I thought I forgot
Memories flood the mind, challenging the notion of forgetfulness.
My time with you felt real
Recalling a genuine connection during past moments with someone.
The void I had was filled
Feeling fulfilled and no longer experiencing an emotional void.
You
Repeated mentions of 'You' signify a significant person or influence.
You
-You
-You
-Now can't you see
Indicating a personal transformation or vulnerability.
I've opened up
Expressing emotional openness again.
My eyes still brown
Describing physical characteristics that remain unchanged.
My skin untouched
Emphasizing an untouched or unaffected aspect of the narrator.
I've wasted so much time
Regret over the passage of time and missed opportunities.
Said goodbye as I cried
Repeating the emotional farewell with tears.
I don't want this anymore
Expressing a desire to end a certain situation or relationship.
Beat me, kick me on the floor
Alluding to physical abuse and feelings of worthlessness.
There's no reason to stay alive
Contemplating the lack of motivation to continue living.
When all I think about is how I'm
Constantly thinking about wasting time.
Wasting my time
Highlighting a sense of regret and unfulfilled life.
I'm wasting my life
-Oh, please see
Pleading for understanding and recognition of their inner struggles.
My voice is still here
Despite challenges, the narrator's voice remains present.
You
Repeated emphasis on 'You' as a central figure in the narrative.
You
-You
-You
-Now can you see where I tried to walk
Describing a physical attempt to escape or end suffering, involving violence.
Bleeding head, smashed into a rock
-My hands so filled with blood
-Lay my body in the mud
-I don't want this anymore
Reiterating the desire to end a painful existence and feeling of wasted life.
Beat me, kick me on the floor
-There's no reason to stay alive
-When all I think about is how I'm
-Wasting my time
-I'm wasting my life
-Oh, please see
Reaffirmation of the narrator's enduring voice despite struggles.
My voice is still here
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