Mismatched Socks
Desensitized Dreams: Battling Fear and Fickleness
Lyrics
I'm caught between the lines
I feel conflicted and confused.
It's hard to recognize my thoughts
It's challenging to understand my own thoughts.
My heart's a time bomb
My emotions are like a ticking time bomb.
And it's close
This explosive emotional state is imminent.
To blowing up my mind
I'm on the verge of a mental breakdown.
With endless dreams of light
I have persistent dreams filled with hope and positivity.
Can't explain why this time
I can't explain why this particular moment is significant.
Am I cut out for this life?
Questioning if I'm suited for the challenges of life.
Oh I
Expressing frustration or desperation.
Am screaming my lungs out
I am expressing my feelings intensely.
Don't tell me I'm okay
Do not reassure me that everything is fine.
Don't tell me I'm not afraid
Don't dismiss my fear; acknowledge it.
Don't tell me you're right there
Despite your presence, you won't be there for long.
'Cause you'll be gone real soon
Anticipating a temporary or fleeting connection.
I'm so desensitized
I've become emotionally numb due to fake people.
From people being fake to my face
People often deceive me directly.
Switching up like socks
Comparing the fickleness of people to changing socks.
In my drawer
Highlighting the constant change in interpersonal relationships.
Can't seem to get away
Struggling to escape a cycle of emotional turbulence.
From the endless dreams of rain
Continuing to experience dreams, even amidst difficulties.
That life is wishing down on me
Feeling overwhelmed by the challenges life throws at me.
I'm lying on the floor
Metaphorically expressing isolation and despair.
Alone
Being alone and in distress.
Still screaming my lungs out
Reiterating the intensity of emotional expression.
Don't tell me I'm okay
Rejecting reassurances about my well-being.
Don't tell me I'm not afraid
Do not deny my fear; it is genuine.
Don't tell me you're right there
Despite your proximity, you won't stay for long.
'Cause you'll be gone real soon
Anticipating a transient connection or support.
Don't tell me it will change
Rejecting the idea that circumstances will improve.
Don't tell me I am safe
Resisting the notion that I am in a secure state.
Don't tell me you'll stay there
Doubting the longevity of support or companionship.
'Cause you'll be gone real soon
Expecting the departure of support or comfort soon.
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