Lyrics
I don't want to leave this time
The speaker doesn't want to depart this time.
Feel the pressure exploding in my head
They feel immense pressure building up in their mind.
See the guilt resting in my eyes
Guilt is evident in their eyes.
I never wanted to leave you when you needed me
The speaker regrets leaving when someone needed them.
Leave you when you needed me
Reiterates the regret of leaving when needed.
I'm doing the best that I can now to leave the rest behind
They're trying their best to move on from past mistakes.
And I think that I'm drowning
Feeling overwhelmed and suffocated emotionally.
In the warm California sun
The setting is California, immersed in its warm sun.
And I've never felt so alone before
A profound sense of loneliness is felt.
Got to find a way to get back home
The desire to find a way back to where they belong.
The empty shade of blue
An emptiness reflected in a blue hue, a reminder of pain.
A cruel reminder in this now
A reminder of past hurt in the present.
Reveals a pain in you
The pain felt by the person being addressed.
I never wanted to leave you when you needed me
Regret for leaving when needed.
Leave you when you needed me
Repeated expression of leaving when needed.
I'm doing the best that I can now to leave the rest behind
Continued efforts to move forward from past mistakes.
And I think that I'm drowning
Feeling overwhelmed and suffocated emotionally.
In the warm California sun
The setting is California, immersed in its warm sun.
And I've never felt so alone before
An intense feeling of isolation never felt before.
Got to find a way to get back home
A strong desire to return home.
There's no one here that understands me
No one around comprehends the speaker.
I need the love of my family to keep going on
Their family's love is crucial for their perseverance.
And I think that I'm drowning
Feeling overwhelmed and suffocated emotionally.
In the warm California sun
The setting is California, immersed in its warm sun.
And I've never felt so alone before
A deep sense of loneliness is reiterated.
Got to find a way to get back home
Strong determination to find the way back home.
And I think that I'm drowning
Feeling overwhelmed and suffocated emotionally.
In the warm California sun
The setting is California, immersed in its warm sun.
And I think that I'm drowning
Reiteration of feeling overwhelmed emotionally.
Got to find a way to get back home
The urgency to find a way back home.
Got to find a way to get back home
Reinforcing the urgent need to return home.
Got to find a way to get back home
Reiteration of the urgent need to return home.
I think I'm drowning, I think I'm drowning
The speaker feels like they're drowning emotionally.
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