Lyrics
I never see it coming
I am caught off guard by unexpected events
That’s what I tell myself
I try to convince myself of the surprise
It only takes a second
An event occurs suddenly
There’s no way to stop it now
It is unstoppable at this point
I try to fight it
I resist and attempt to oppose it
But I know it’s hopeless
I acknowledge the futility of resistance
I know how this plays out
I am familiar with how the situation unfolds
You’re gonna say come over
You will invite me to come over
I’m gonna get in my car
I will drive to your location
We know where this is going
We are aware of the predictable outcome
Not even trying to pretend
We don't even bother pretending otherwise
Well find a way to spin it
We'll find a way to interpret or present it
Wake up and wish that we didn’t
Upon waking up, we'll regret the situation
Swear this will be the last time
We promise it will be the final occurrence
Then we’ll do it all again
Despite the promise, we will repeat the cycle
I know that in the moment
I understand the temporary nature of the experience
When all the walls are down
When barriers are removed, vulnerability surfaces
You’re gonna start to wonder
You may question if this is what you truly desire
If maybe this is what you want
Contemplating the possibility of wanting this
But I know when I leave
I am aware that upon departure, you'll start forgetting me
You’ll start to forget me
As you forget, I seemingly disappear
Then right when you think I’m gone
Just when you think I'm gone, the cycle restarts
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