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I fell in love one time
I experienced love once
I swear it won't happen again
I promise it won't happen again
I only love my mama, papa, sister, brother and my friends
I only love my family and friends
I found myself this year, realized I can't conform to trends
I discovered who I am this year, realizing I can't conform to trends
Realized that things ain't what they seem
Realized that appearances can be deceptive
And that it all comes to an end
Recognized the finite nature of everything
With all that being said, I think its time to take a trip
Considering everything said, it's time for a journey
So pop that bottle, roll that spliff,
Encouraging celebration with a bottle and a joint
I just got back to the campus and I'm trying to get lit
Back on campus, seeking enjoyment
You could never understand
You may not understand my choices
I would rather burn a wood than have those scripts all in my hand
Prefer real experiences over scripted ones
Cause I gotta cope someway, there go henny down the hatch,
Coping with life, embracing moments with Henny
We at the mosque on that next Sunday, hoping God bestow mercy
Religious involvement, seeking divine mercy
No, I don't like how I'm living
Discontent with current lifestyle
I'm just caught up in a system
Feeling trapped in a societal system
Feel like some days my mind resembles a place that's like prison
Some days my mind feels like a prison
But if you seen me you would probably never know
Outwardly, I hide my struggles well
I've been searching for some answers to reflect so I can grow
Searching for self-reflection and personal growth
I learned time don't wait for no one, gotta put the show on road
Time waits for no one, so I must move forward
Just want to make my people proud before I'm 6 ft in that hole
Aspiring to make loved ones proud before death
I fell in love one time
Experiencing love for the second time
I swear it won't happen again
Committing to not repeating past mistakes
I only love my mama, papa, sister, brother and my friends
Expressing love for family and friends again
I found myself this year, realized I can't conform to trends
Discovering personal identity and rejecting conformity
Realized that things ain't what they seem
Acknowledging the deceptive nature of things
And that it all comes to an end
Understanding the transient nature of existence
I made mistakes, yea I ain't perfect
Admitting past mistakes and imperfections
But I realized that I'm worth it
Recognizing self-worth
Realized you can't make a judgement
Understanding that judgments shouldn't be based on surface appearances
From what's lying on the surface
Acknowledging the depth beyond surface-level judgments
Realized we all have a purpose
Recognizing the universal existence of a purpose
Yea, we all here for a reason
We all have a reason for being here
And I'm coming for the chip
Setting ambitious goals and striving for success
When I drop know it's my season
Asserting that it's the right time for personal success
Gotta do this for myself
Focusing on self-improvement, not seeking approval
Can't waste no time with people pleasing
Avoiding wasting time on pleasing others
Cause you can't press a reset button once that day has fleeted
Highlighting the irreversible nature of time
I got youngins in my circle that need someone to believe in
Taking responsibility for younger individuals in my circle
And I just found some flashing light within myself
Discovering a guiding light within myself
Ima shine that beacon on the ones around who need some help
Intending to help those in need around me
I know in this life it tends feel like we all by ourselves
Acknowledging the loneliness in life
If we band together then there's nothing that we cannot quell
Believing in collective strength to overcome challenges
We just trying to do it right by all but only time will tell
Striving to do right by everyone, though time will tell
I fell in love one time
Third repetition of falling in love
I swear it won't happen again
Reiterating the commitment to not repeat past mistakes
I only love my mama, papa, sister, brother and my friends
Expressing love for family and friends again
I found myself this year, realized I can't conform to trends
Reaffirming personal identity and rejecting conformity
Realized that things ain't what they seem
Acknowledging the deceptive nature of things
And that it all comes to an end
Reiterating the transient nature of existence
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