Out Of My Head
Breaking Free: Escaping the Chains of Heartache
Lyrics
I thought I'd be alright the day that I said goodbye
I believed I would be fine on the day I ended the relationship.
Thought this was the end
Assumed it was the conclusion of the relationship.
I thought that we were done
Believed that our connection was over.
Now I'm back at square one all over again
Now, I find myself starting anew, facing the same emotional challenges.
Why do you haunt my dreams?
Wondering why thoughts of you persist in my dreams.
Every night it seems you're on my mind
Your presence occupies my thoughts every night.
And it's not fair, cause you're always letting me down
Expressing the unfairness of consistently being let down by you.
But you don't care cause
Despite the disappointments, you remain indifferent.
Whenever I start moving on, you find a way to come back around
Every attempt to move on is thwarted by your return.
Why is it your name I'm still calling?
Questioning why I still utter your name.
When if you had your way I'd still be crawling
Imagining a scenario where you prefer my vulnerability.
It's always the fucking same
Expressing frustration at the repetitive nature of the situation.
Only got myself to blame
Taking responsibility for being caught in this cycle.
Enough of your games, I'm not falling
Refusing to fall for your manipulative games any longer.
So get out of my head
An emphatic plea for you to leave my thoughts.
Oh
Expressive interjection conveying intense emotion.
Oh, Wo-o-o-oah
A vocalized sound indicating distress or frustration.
I never thought that I would be the one to cry over this mess
Surprised at becoming emotional over the situation.
When every single day the only thing that you gave was heartache and stress
Reflecting on receiving only pain and stress from the relationship.
And it's not fair, cause I'm the one who has to pay
Complaining about the unfairness of bearing the consequences.
(No, it's not fair)
Reiteration of the injustice of the situation.
But you don't care cause
You remain indifferent despite the impact on me.
We both know that you're gonna go and find another heart you can break
Predicting that you will move on to break another heart.
Why is it your name I'm still calling?
Questioning why I continue to invoke your name.
When if you had your way I'd still be crawling
Contemplating a scenario where you prefer my vulnerability.
It's always the fucking same
Expressing frustration at the repetitive nature of the situation.
Only got myself to blame
Taking responsibility for being caught in this cycle.
Enough of your games, I'm not falling
Declaring an end to participating in your manipulative games.
So get out of my head
An emphatic plea for you to exit my thoughts.
And I don't know how you live with yourself knowing what you are putting me through
Expressing disbelief at how you can live with the pain you cause me.
It's not good for my health, and I know I seem crazy for thinking that I can trust you
Acknowledging the detrimental impact on mental health and admitting the struggle to trust you.
And it's not fair, cause you're always letting me down
Reiterating the theme of being consistently let down by you.
No
Denying the fairness of the situation.
But you don't care, cause whenever I start moving on, you find a way to come back around
Despite efforts to move on, you persistently re-enter my life.
Why is it your name I'm still calling?
Questioning why I continue to invoke your name.
When if you had your way I'd still be crawling
Contemplating a scenario where you prefer my vulnerability.
It's always the fucking same
Expressing frustration at the repetitive nature of the situation.
Only got myself to blame
Taking responsibility for being caught in this cycle.
Enough of your games, I'm not falling
Declaring an end to participating in your manipulative games.
So get out of my head
A final plea for you to leave my thoughts.
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