Lyrics
Well, I'm on my way, try my best to stay
Expressing the effort to continue and endure.
Inside the course, trying not to force
Attempting to stay within the expected path without coercion.
What isn't meant to be
Accepting what's not destined or intended to happen.
But you're making it hard
Someone is complicating the situation or making it challenging.
You're pulling strings inside my heart
That person is deeply affecting emotions or decisions.
It's been six months, can I for once
Desiring a break from the continuous thought of the person's significance.
Forget that you're everything to me
The person holds significant importance in the speaker's life.
And I know that I was wrong
Recognizing personal fault or mistake in the situation.
But I hoped you would've come to say
Hoping for reassurance or forgiveness from the other person.
That it's okay, cause now I can't stop thinking
Struggling with persistent thoughts about the situation.
What if I can't find another
Concern about not finding someone similar or as special.
'Cause you are one in a million
Expressing the uniqueness of the individual in question.
What if I only get one of you
Fear of having limited opportunities or chances.
And now there's no one left to choose
Feeling like choices have been exhausted.
What if you're my one and only
Considering the person as the ultimate or sole option.
But then I screwed up too badly
Regretting significant mistakes made in the relationship.
Oh, how the hell do I live with that
Expressing difficulty in coping with the consequences.
What if's the only thing left in my head
Constantly dwelling on potential scenarios or regrets.
Months have passed but it's still so bad
Despite time passing, the emotional impact remains severe.
My memories tell what I've always felt inside
Memories reflect consistent inner feelings.
Oh, I'm tired
Expressing exhaustion or weariness from the situation.
Oh, I'll no longer deny
Accepting the truth or reality of emotions.
That you're everything
Acknowledging the person's significance.
That I've always dreamed
Describing idealized aspirations or desires.
And it kills me deep inside
Feeling emotionally distraught or tormented.
That suddenly nothing is fine
Suffering due to sudden changes caused by personal actions.
Because of me
Recognizing personal responsibility for the current situation.
And I know that I was wrong
Reiteration of personal mistake or regret.
But I hoped you would've come to say
Desiring understanding or reconciliation from the other person.
That it's okay, cause now I can't stop thinking
Continued struggle with obsessive thoughts.
What if I can't find another
Fear of not finding a comparable replacement.
'Cause you are one in a million
Highlighting the uniqueness of the individual.
What if I only get one of you
Anxiety about having limited alternatives.
And now there's no one left to choose
Feeling deprived of choices due to circumstances.
What if you're my one and only
Considering the person as irreplaceable despite mistakes.
But then I screwed up too badly
Expressing deep regret over personal errors.
Oh, how the hell do I live with that
Questioning how to endure or survive the consequences.
What if's the only thing left in my head
Continuous preoccupation with hypothetical scenarios or regrets.
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