GARDEN OF EDEN
Navigating Shadows: Dreams, Doubts, and the Garden of Eden
Lyrics
I don't even wanna say this
I am reluctant to express this.
I'm having doubts that i aint gonna make it
I have doubts about my ability to succeed.
It's haunting me, the thoughts, i can't escape it
Haunted by persistent thoughts that I cannot avoid.
it's hard to say i'm well but i fake it
It's challenging to admit I'm not well, but I pretend.
Is all of this worth all the time I'm spending?
Questioning the value of the time I'm investing.
Is all of this worth all friendships ending?
Wondering if pursuing this dream is worth the end of friendships.
I wanna live this dream, but it's far to reach them
Desire to live the dream, but it seems unattainable.
I hope one day I'm in the garden of eden
Hopeful to experience success akin to the Garden of Eden someday.
It's getting so rough, man I really can't lie
Feeling the challenges intensely, being honest about it.
I've been working since kid, I've been having this drive
Worked hard since childhood, fueled by a strong drive.
But will all of this work be worth it for my life?
Questioning if the hard work will pay off in the long run.
And if not, I think Imma have to turn to suicide
Contemplating the possibility of resorting to suicide if unsuccessful.
Ive been so confused on who's with me or not
Confused about people's loyalty during the journey.
Are you with me for the journey or when i reach to the top?
Uncertain if support is genuine or just for reaching the top.
There's been times I'm in the studio and I just wanna stop
Experiencing moments in the studio when the desire to quit arises.
But I gotta make child self proud, i can't drop
Motivated to persevere for the sake of the inner child's pride.
I dont know its just
Expressing uncertainty and recent doubts.
Lately ive been having doubts
Recent periods of uncertainty.
Doubts?
Acknowledging doubts exist.
What doubts are you having?
Seeking clarification about the nature of doubts.
Just everything
General doubts about everything.
This whole thing,
Feeling overwhelmed by the entirety of the situation.
Like what if it doesnt work out
Concerned about the potential failure of the endeavor.
You're always thinking what if it doesnt
Consistently considering the negative outcome.
Why dont you think about what if it does?
Suggesting a shift in focus towards positive outcomes.
Maybe I should just quit
Contemplating the idea of giving up.
Quit?
Expressing thoughts about quitting.
Just feels like I'm looking like an idiot to everyone
Feeling self-conscious, worried about appearing foolish.
An idiot?
Questioning the perception of being an idiot.
What
Seeking clarification on the term "idiot."
You came so far
Reflecting on the significant progress made so far.
Have you seen what you done
Positively acknowledging personal achievements.
Yeah but it feels like nothings happening
Despite progress, feeling like nothing substantial is happening.
You gotta be patient with time
Encouraging patience, likening progress to the time it takes for seeds to grow.
Seeds take time to grow
Using a metaphor to convey the slow growth process.
im ready for the garden of eden
Expressing readiness for success akin to the Garden of Eden.
All of these dreams, imma reach them
Confident in achieving dreams and making them a reality.
one day imma make it out the deep end
Hopeful for a future where success emerges from difficult circumstances.
one day i'll be in the garden of eden
Anticipating a time when the speaker will metaphorically be in the Garden of Eden.
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