Lyrics
It could be serious
There is a possibility of a serious situation or circumstance.
My head is delirious
I feel mentally confused or disoriented.
Like I canʼt even trust in myself
I struggle to have faith or confidence in my own judgment or actions.
Itʼs bad for my health
My current state of mind or situation is detrimental to my well-being.
Paranoia is bugginʼ
I am experiencing intense fear or suspicion, feeling unsettled.
And doubt is there tugginʼ
I feel persistent uncertainty or hesitation.
I get the feeling that
I have a sense or intuition that something negative is approaching.
Something badʼs coming
There's a premonition or anticipation of impending trouble or adversity.
I donʼt know if I am even real
I question my own existence or reality.
I think therefore I am
Referencing René Descartes' famous quote "Cogito, ergo sum" (I think, therefore I am), but uncertain about one's own reality.
But itʼs not clear
My understanding of existence or reality is unclear or ambiguous.
I donʼt understand how I should feel
I'm unsure about how I should emotionally respond or react to a situation.
Where else could I be?
Contemplating one's place or state of being in an existential sense.
Cult of us
Being part of a group or community, possibly with shared beliefs or behaviors.
Making up a sense of purpose
Creating a fabricated or artificial sense of direction or meaning.
I canʼt even lie to myself
Unable to deceive oneself about the truth of a situation.
Blame someone else
Shifting responsibility onto others for one's own situation or actions.
Good old neon, unloving
Referencing the concept of "Good old neon" from David Foster Wallace's works, feeling unappreciated or unloved despite putting on a façade.
A belief in fuck all, nothing
Having a belief in nothing or lacking faith in any particular ideology or concept.
My heart beats in half-time
Experiencing emotional distress or turmoil, feeling out of sync.
Pumpinʼ
The heart is beating irregularly, symbolizing emotional instability or unease.
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