Lyrics
Overthinking
Expressing excessive thoughts or rumination
Heart is sinking
Feeling a deep emotional descent
The tears in my eyes
Tears in the eyes, a physical manifestation of sadness
Make me wince when I'm blinking
Blinking causes pain due to emotional distress
I hold to the necklace
Symbolic attachment to a necklace with sentimental value
I kiss on your name
Kissing a name, suggesting a connection or longing
I wish I could tell
Desire to communicate, but unable to understand the partner's thoughts
What happened in your brain
Curiosity about the partner's mental state or feelings
You called me an angel
Recollection of being referred to as an angel
Your dear "little miss"
Endearing term used by the partner, "little miss"
So all the devotion destroyed
Devotion destroyed for a fleeting moment of intimacy
For one little kiss
The impact of a small kiss on a deep emotional level
And I will cry into a hoodie
Expressing deep sorrow privately
That isn't even mine
Crying into someone else's hoodie, indicating a borrowed comfort
And pray it ended differently
Wishing for an alternate, happier outcome
In another lifetime
Yearning for a different life where things unfolded differently
So let the weed rush to my head
Using substances (weed) to cope with emotional pain
As you rush back to her bed
Partner returning to someone else's bed
Let her lipstick stain your teeth
Symbolic image of the partner being intimate with someone else
As I'm left wallowing beneath
Feeling abandoned and in emotional distress
The rain clouds in my room
Metaphorical reference to a somber atmosphere in the room
I'll be gone before soon
Anticipation of departure or ending the emotional struggle
I love you
Declaration of love despite the pain
But don't love the way you don't love me
Acknowledgment of unreciprocated love
And while I cry into this hoodie
Continued emotional expression into the borrowed hoodie
That isn't even mine
Expressing emotional pain and yearning for a different reality
I will lie here awake
Being awake and unable to escape the thoughts and emotions
Wishing you adored me
Desire for the partner's admiration and affection
Wishing that you chose me
Wishing to be chosen and loved by the partner
In another lifetime
Imagining a different life where the partner made a different choice
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