Lyrics
Hidden in my hope
Expressing a concealed optimism or aspiration within.
In the way I feel I know
Aware of the way emotions influence understanding.
I don't wanna go
Reluctance or resistance to a particular course of action or situation.
Hidden in the front are you friend or foe
Questioning the authenticity of those in close proximity, uncertain if they are allies or adversaries.
Pledge your life to me
An appeal for commitment and dedication from others.
I just wanna feel like I'm known
Desire to experience recognition and understanding.
Wandering is my home
A sense of not having a fixed abode, embracing a wandering lifestyle.
Tenflower here we go
A reference to "Tenflower," possibly symbolizing a journey or transformation.
Yeah I'm alone a lonely paragon
Acknowledging solitude but with a sense of uniqueness.
People yearn for connection but I don't care at all
Indifference to the universal longing for connection.
I'm a walking paradox
Being a contradictory and complex individual.
I keep the past buried out in the front lawn
Keeping past experiences hidden, perhaps for self-preservation.
I'm next to people but I don't belong
Feeling adjacent to others but lacking a true sense of belonging.
When they try to talk to me they know that something's off
Others sensing an anomaly when trying to communicate.
I would trade you all for a chance any day
Willing to trade everything for a significant opportunity.
You're just all in my way
A sense of others being obstacles.
I can't make a mistake
Claiming an inability to make errors.
If I'm the villain just come and kill me
A willingness to face consequences if perceived as a villain.
You think I'm friendly you're just not dealing with the real me yeah
Challenging others to see the authentic, potentially less amiable side.
You can't ever kill my spirit
Asserting an indomitable spirit.
We're all players in a game that we just gotta deal with
Recognizing life as a collective challenge that everyone must confront.
I'm the knight the only paladin
Identifying oneself as a noble and virtuous figure.
Closest thing to me is just the water that I'm drowning in
Feeling isolated, with water symbolizing emotional turmoil.
Purgatory gets to flowering
Symbolic reference to a state of limbo or uncertainty flourishing.
15 lives for one or the fields forever surrounding me
Weighing the cost of life experiences and the persistent surroundings.
Hidden in my hope
Reiteration of concealed hope.
In the way I feel I know
Emphasizing emotional awareness.
I don't wanna go
Reluctance or resistance repeated.
Hidden in the front are you friend or foe
Questioning the authenticity reiterated.
Pledge your life to me
Repetition of seeking commitment and dedication.
I just wanna feel like I'm known
Desire for recognition and understanding reiterated.
Wandering is my home
Reiteration of a nomadic lifestyle.
Tenflower here we go
Reference to "Tenflower" repeated.
Can't help but still believe
Maintaining belief despite challenges.
Saints thrown to the sea
Symbolic mention of saints facing adversity.
I'm just an idea
Perceiving oneself as an abstract concept.
I do the tasks like a machine
Performing tasks with mechanical efficiency.
Cut me to the bone
An emotional plea, possibly indicating vulnerability.
No human inside of me
Denying human emotions or vulnerabilities within.
You died so long ago but you still haunt my dreams
The persistent influence of past experiences on dreams or memories.
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