Lyrics
Even though I try, I can't let go
Expressing difficulty in moving on despite efforts.
Thoughts of you and I still kill me slow
Memories of the person still cause emotional pain over time.
And every night I feel you in my dreams
Feeling the presence of the person in dreams, emphasizing the impact.
You're all I know, I can't let go
The person is all-encompassing in the speaker's thoughts; unable to let go.
Guilty pleasures late night, I call it innocent
Engaging in pleasures that might be considered innocent.
Hear you play a lot of games, a couple instruments
Reference to playing games and using musical instruments in the context of a relationship.
Snapchat wars and I got her role playing
Participating in Snapchat conflicts, including role-playing.
She got her own man, tell him that your phone dead
Suggesting secrecy or deceit in communication with someone else's partner.
Hustle is a code ain't no limit to this dope
Emphasizing dedication to a code in the pursuit of success and wealth.
Invest time pen rhymes now I got it so boss
Investing time in writing lyrics has led to achieving a boss-like status.
Invest into a weak woman one becomes weak
Warning against investing in a weak woman as it can weaken oneself.
Reflection of the man truly I'm a born king
Self-reflection, claiming to be a born king with inherent strength.
Rose from the sewers while you was in the subs
Rising from challenging situations while others were still struggling.
Coach show love first class now that's us
Receiving love and recognition in a superior manner, possibly from a coach.
Spilling champagne you should see the smile on us
Celebrating success with champagne, indicating a joyous moment.
Congratulations from the ones who tried to style on us
Acknowledging congratulations from those who previously doubted or criticized.
Even though I try, I can't let go
Reiterating the struggle to let go despite attempts.
Thoughts of you and I still kill me slow
Continued emotional pain from thoughts of the person.
And every night I feel you in my dreams
Recurring dreams intensify the emotional connection to the person.
You're all I know, I can't let you go
Highlighting the person's significance; unable to release the emotional attachment.
Yes I'm single and wealthy, if you freaky then tell me
Asserting single status and wealth, inviting those interested in a certain lifestyle.
Never run from your past still photobombing your selfie
Not running away from the past, but still being present in others' memories.
Was we ready for this move really honestly
Questioning the preparedness for a significant move or decision.
Did you ever have the tools to really honor me
Reflecting on whether the person had the tools to honor the speaker.
Well I fell in love and I had a great time
Recalling a past love and the enjoyment of it, but now back to a more detached state.
Now I'm back out on the streets no more face times
Returning to a life without video calls, possibly indicating a change in relationship status.
For the have nots I could've been a mascot
Considering the speaker's potential influence on the less fortunate.
A lil timid with these women on my cash route
Expressing a bit of hesitation or shyness in dealing with women regarding money.
Counting paper in the ghetto underneath my rag top
Counting money in challenging circumstances, emphasizing resourcefulness.
Money come and go exception is my stash spot
Money comes and goes, but there's a secure stash spot indicating financial stability.
Black bag black dollar on the black market
Referring to illicit financial transactions and the collaboration with Mariah Carey.
Mariah Carey, Renzel, trending topic
Recognizing the joint influence and popularity of Mariah Carey and Rick Ross.
Even though I try, I can't let go
Repeating the struggle to let go, emphasizing the ongoing difficulty.
Thoughts of you and I still kill me slow
Reiterating the slow emotional pain caused by thoughts of the person.
And every night I feel you in my dreams
Continued presence of the person in dreams, intensifying the emotional connection.
You're all I know, I can't let you go
Underscoring the person's dominance in the speaker's thoughts; unable to let go.
My chick bad, lookin' like a bag of money
Complimenting the attractiveness and desirability of the speaker's partner.
Shawtyy got her mind right, send the wire in the morning'
Acknowledging the partner's intelligence and ability to handle financial matters.
She got me caught up in the moment
Being captivated by the current moment with the partner.
She got me caught up in the moment
Expressing a sense of being caught up in the emotional intensity of the current situation.
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