Lyrics
I'm so faded
I am feeling disoriented or detached.
Yet , I not even high
Despite this feeling, I am not under the influence of drugs.
How can I defIne this stage ?
How can I describe or understand my current situation?
It's all stagnant
Everything seems unchanging or stagnant.
We living Inna lie
We are living in a false reality or deception.
Too proud to be surprised
I am too proud to be easily surprised.
These days
Referring to the current times or circumstances.
Constant chasing
Continuously pursuing something.
I don't know what to do
I am uncertain about what actions to take.
I even bought a new pair of new shoes
Despite buying new things, I still feel lost.
Still realize I don't gotta clue
Realizing a lack of understanding or direction.
Who am I ?
A question about one's identity or self-awareness.
I find I do not know
Discovering a lack of self-knowledge.
But If I accept whats Inevitable
Considering acceptance of the unavoidable.
Peace and time baby
Finding peace and time by looking inward.
Imma go within
Committing to introspection.
I promise Its not too late
Assuring that it's not too late for a positive change.
Ohh, Feel the storm
Embracing or facing a challenging situation (the storm).
I don't know , yea I don't know
Expressing uncertainty and lack of knowledge.
Still grow
Continuing to grow despite challenges.
Through the storm
Enduring difficulties (the storm).
Testing, answers , waitin'
Searching for answers while waiting.
For all the new signs, concentrating
Focusing on new opportunities or signs.
Plottin' on my new manifested,
Planning for the realization of new goals.
sometimes I forget to count on my blessings
Forgetting to appreciate or acknowledge one's blessings.
So much love around me , still I feel cold
Despite love around, feeling emotionally distant.
It's like the buzzer soundin' on my next score
A metaphorical reference to missed opportunities.
Reflecting on reflections I haven't seen before
Reflecting on unfamiliar aspects of oneself.
Like Isn't this a bitch , man Isn't this a joke?
Expressing frustration or disbelief in a challenging situation.
Trained myself for war , like many years ago
Having prepared for difficulties in the past.
Yet , I ain't evidence of what ain't natural
Not being evidence of unnatural occurrences.
therapist said let It go, thought I let It go
A therapist advised to let go of something.
But all I did was push away whats eatin' up my soul
Pushing away internal struggles instead of resolving them.
You know Its time to face this
Recognizing the need to confront challenges.
Let the rain pour
Metaphorically, allowing emotions to flow like rain.
Remember all the times you were close to leave It all
Recalling moments close to giving up.
Behind , like that time you were 7 years old
Reflecting on a vulnerable time in childhood.
Tryna find a face , someone to console
Searching for comfort or support.
But there was not one role nigga we all down this road
Everyone shares a challenging journey.
Maturing Is you realizing It Is not your fault
Maturity involves realizing one's lack of fault.
We come up In this world oblivious
Entering the world unaware of one's value.
Forgetting what we worth , so then we learn It sis and I tell you this
Forgetting one's worth and learning its importance.
And I tell you this
Repeated emphasis on conveying a message.
And I tell you this
-And I tell this , yea
-Ohh , Feel the storm
Reiterating the experience of facing a challenging situation.
I don't know , yea I don't know
Reiterating uncertainty and lack of knowledge.
Still I grow
Continuing to grow despite challenges.
Through the storm
Enduring difficulties (the storm).
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