Go Missin'
Soulful Struggles: Ripp Flamez's Journey through Pain and Perseverance
Lyrics
I don't know who really for me it's so hard to tell
I'm uncertain about who genuinely supports me; it's challenging to discern.
Starting to question if this life this might be part of hell
I'm starting to question if this life is a form of suffering or hell.
Had a bad car accident but shit I'm walking still and
Despite a severe car accident, I survived and continue walking.
I'm still woke but my ribs broke damn that nigga hit us hard as hell
Although I'm awake, my ribs are broken due to a powerful impact.
Even though nothing wrong with my hands I ain't calling help
Even with intact hands, I refrain from seeking help.
They know under any circumstances I ain't calling 12
Regardless of circumstances, I won't involve law enforcement (calling 12).
Glass all in my hair I check my pants and I was ballin still
Despite glass in my hair, I check my pants and find I'm still succeeding.
Racks all in my pants I seen that car and I knew God was real
Having money in my pants, witnessing a car, I recognize the presence of God.
She second guessin cus I don't tell her how I often feel
She hesitates because I don't openly express my emotions.
I gotta question what I can't see and it's been dark as hell
I question things I can't see, and it feels dark and challenging.
Went hard and noticed they don't care for you, you gone start to tell
Realizing that others don't care, it becomes apparent and difficult to accept.
Going through it by myself and it's been hard as hell
Navigating through difficulties alone, it's an intense and challenging experience.
I don't wanna kill myself they tryna make me
I don't want to end my life, but external pressures are pushing me.
Going crazy tryna think of what I did to make em hate me
Feeling overwhelmed, trying to understand what I did to earn hatred.
I always give but ask em what they give a nigga lately and
I give a lot, but I question what others contribute lately.
I ain't this but I'll admit I'm feeling different lately
While I'm not what they think, I acknowledge feeling different recently.
God damn I miss my father gotta grind a little harder
Expressing the longing for a deceased father and the need to work harder.
How the fuck I'm supposed to explain how my lil brother shining harder
How do I explain my younger brother's success compared to mine?
No I can't be yo idol I got drugs all in my body
I cannot be a role model; my body is affected by drugs.
I'm giving up on love I know love don't love nobody I know you don't love me
Abandoning hope in love, recognizing that love is not reciprocated.
Anything I did I put my soul in it
Everything I did, I invested my soul into it.
They know the love I gave was no limit
My love had no limits, and people are aware of that.
I put my trust in the bag and they put holes in it
Trusting in success, but encountering setbacks and betrayal.
Maybe it'd be better if I go missin
Contemplating disappearing as a potential solution to problems.
Anything I did I put my soul in it
Reiteration of investing soul into everything done.
They know the love I gave was no limit
Reiteration of love given without boundaries.
I put my trust in the bag and they put holes in it
Repeating trust placed in success, facing betrayal and damage.
Maybe it'd be better if I go missin
Repeating the contemplation of disappearing as a potential solution.
Think they mad I'm celebrating bullets flew all through his brain
Believing that others are upset at my success, facing violence.
If you my opp and I expire I know you gone do the same
Expecting retaliation if someone opposing me faces consequences.
Why I keep popping these percs when I just threw up everything
Continuing to use drugs despite adverse effects on health.
Send out prayers for my gang foenem shooting up everything
Praying for the safety of the group, acknowledging violent actions.
I plead with God please once and for all
Pleading with God for protection, particularly from law enforcement.
Protect us from police and keep the fleas up off my dogs
Requesting protection for friends from various hardships.
I ain't even gotta breathe you can see it being hard
Expressing the visible difficulty and challenges in life.
Look me deep in my eyes and I know you can see the scars I know you can see it
Inviting others to see the emotional wounds reflected in my eyes.
Anything I did I put my soul in it
Reiterating the deep investment of soul into everything done.
They know the love I gave was no limit
Reiterating the boundless love given to others.
I put my trust in the bag and they put holes in it
Repeating the trust placed in success, now damaged and perforated.
Maybe it'd be better if I go missin
Repeating the contemplation of disappearing as a potential solution.
Anything I did I put my soul in it
Emphasizing the intense investment of soul into actions.
They know the love I gave was no limit
Reiterating the love given without boundaries.
I put my trust in the bag and they put holes in it
Repeating the trust placed in success, facing betrayal and damage.
Maybe it'd be better if I go missin
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