Lyrics
After all this time
Reflecting on the passage of time
You'd think my world came caving in
Expectation of a devastating event, but it didn't happen
but that's not right,
Denying the expectation, asserting well-being
and I'm just fine
Emphasizing personal emotional stability
After all this time
Reiteration of the time aspect
You'd think my heart gave away
Suggesting resilience despite emotional challenges
But I'm breathing fine
Claiming to be breathing fine and feeling okay
and I'm alright
Reinforcing overall well-being
Overdosed on my own demons
Acknowledging internal struggles
What's the point of giving up again
Questioning the purpose of surrendering to difficulties
Trying to fight it so I keep on breathing
Continuing the fight and persistence
Will I even make this jump
Uncertainty about the outcome of a challenging situation
Cause all I smell are lavenders
Associating the scent of lavenders with the surroundings
As the world burns down around me
Amidst chaos and destruction, remaining aware of beauty
around me
Reiteration of being surrounded by turmoil
And all I smell are lavenders
Reaffirming the presence of lavender scent amid challenges
Ill ignore all this pain around me
Choosing to ignore pain and difficulties
around me
Reiterating the decision to overlook surrounding pain
Lavenders
Symbolic reference to lavenders, possibly representing peace
Oblivion is so
Describing oblivion as a blissful state
Blissful as I hideaway
Finding comfort in hiding from reality
what's going on
Expressing confusion about the current situation
But I take too long
Realizing a delayed response to the situation
I act as though,
Behaving as if the world has turned against the individual
The world has turned against my soul
Not thinking through the challenges faced
never think it through
Admitting a lack of careful consideration
I never thought it through
Repeating the lack of thorough thought
around me
Reiteration of being surrounded by difficulties
Wasn't meant to
Acknowledging that it wasn't meant to stay this way
Stay
Expressing an attempt to fade away or escape
Try my best to
Making an effort to try the best
Fadeaway
Desire to fade away from the current situation
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