Lyrics
Stuck inside my head
Feeling trapped within my thoughts and emotions.
It's 4 AM and I'm in my bed
It's very early in the morning, and I'm lying in bed.
Bored and sad again
Experiencing a combination of boredom and sadness.
Not surprised by this sleepless night
Not surprised by another night without sleep.
Stuck at 24, but my mind ain't sure
Feeling stuck at the age of 24, unsure about the future.
If I'm gonna make it
Questioning whether I will be successful or make it through challenges.
Nothing feels alright, I ask my mom
Expressing a general sense of dissatisfaction, seeking reassurance from my mom.
Am I gonna make it?
Asking directly if I will be successful in life.
Am I gonna make it?
Repeating the uncertainty about my future.
How I'm gonna make it?
Questioning the process and means of achieving success.
Cause I know its temporary
Acknowledging that the current struggle is temporary.
I've lost me but I repeat it
Acknowledging a sense of loss within myself and repeating it.
If all goes according
Expressing hope that if things go as planned, I'll break free.
I know that I'll be on the loose
Anticipating freedom or release from the current struggles.
On the loose
Repeating the idea of being on the loose.
On the loose
Emphasizing the desire for freedom or escape.
No one even cares
Feeling unnoticed or unimportant by others.
If I die so what's the point
Questioning the purpose of life, considering the indifference of others to my existence.
Choking on my life
Experiencing a sense of suffocation or overwhelm in life.
Not surprised by my empty eyes
Not surprised by the emptiness reflected in my eyes.
Stuck at 34, but I still ain't sure
Feeling stuck at the age of 34, still uncertain about the future.
If I'm gonna make it
Questioning whether I will make it through challenges.
Do I feel alright, I ask my dad
Seeking reassurance from my dad about my well-being.
Am I gonna make it
Directly asking if I will be successful in life.
Swaying in and out of my mind, of my mind
Experiencing fluctuation in my thoughts and mental state.
Break the clock cause it's all a waste of time
Desiring to break free from the constraints symbolized by time.
Hate myself, it's the only way to feel alright
Expressing self-hatred as a coping mechanism for feeling okay.
Am I gonna make it?
Repeating the uncertainty about my future and success.
I don't know, but fuck it
Expressing a sense of resignation and indifference towards the unknown future.
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