Lyrics
I just can't get out of bed today
I struggle to find the motivation to start my day.
Dreaming of a little escapade
I daydream about a small, enjoyable adventure or escape.
Beating up myself for being lazy
I feel guilty and self-critical for being lazy.
Talking to myself don't call me crazy
I engage in internal conversations, but I reject the label of being crazy.
But I know that this life works out in many mysterious ways
Life has unpredictable twists, and I acknowledge its mysteries.
But I've been quitting smoking for like nine hundred days
I've been trying to quit smoking for an extended period, showing persistence.
Maybe I'm not failing I'm just blooming a little late
Failure might be a matter of perspective; perhaps I'm progressing at my own pace.
Everything that happens
Reflecting on the idea that everything happens for a reason.
I'll just keep calling her Fate
I choose to personify destiny and refer to it as "Fate."
Like that's her name
I symbolically address destiny as if it were a person with the name "Fate."
I've been running on an empty tank
I feel emotionally depleted, running on low energy.
Anxiety and caffeine seem to altercate
Anxiety and caffeine contribute to a tense and heightened state.
Sipping sadness conversation as my chase
I engage in conversations that involve sipping on sadness, possibly reflecting on difficult emotions.
The mirror always seems to show a smiling face
Despite inner struggles, I maintain a facade of a happy or content demeanor when looking in the mirror.
But I know that this life works out in many mysterious ways
Life's unpredictable nature is reiterated, acknowledging its mysteries.
But I've been quitting smoking for like nine hundred days
Repetition of the struggle to quit smoking, emphasizing the challenge.
Maybe I'm not failing I'm just blooming a little late
Similar to line 7, considering the possibility that perceived failures are personal growth in disguise.
Everything that happens
Reiterating the idea that events in life unfold for a reason.
I'll just keep calling her Fate
I consistently attribute events to destiny, personifying it as "Fate."
Like that's her name
Repeating the symbolic address to destiny as if it were a person with the name "Fate."
Sobriety is the hardest drug I'll ever take
Sobriety is depicted as a challenging experience, potentially the most difficult "drug" to handle.
Nothing makes me shake quite like a tolerance break
A tolerance break is highlighted as something that profoundly affects the individual, causing internal turmoil.
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