Lyrics
I've been watching you
I've been observing you.
Not waiting for the right moment to make the first move
Not hesitating to take the initiative.
Do you want to know
Are you interested in understanding?
Why I keep avoiding your eyes
Why I avoid making eye contact with you.
And why I'm running away?
And why I keep distancing myself?
It's crazy, I know
Despite acknowledging it as irrational.
I've been conceiving you for too long
I've been imagining a relationship with you for an extended period.
Or maybe I'm destined to be alone?
Questioning if my destiny is solitude.
Or maybe there's someone who will understand
Wondering if there's someone who can comprehend
That I'm not able to share my world?
That I struggle to open up and share my world.
I'm still running away
Continuing to avoid emotional connection.
It's crazy, I know
Despite recognizing the irrationality of this behavior.
I've been conceiving you for too long
Continuing to imagine a relationship with you.
If only I could change all things around
If only I could alter the circumstances.
Still conceiving you all along
Still persistently envisioning a connection with you.
I've been conceiving you for too long
Continuing to imagine a relationship with you.
If only I could change all things around
If only I could change the situation.
I've been conceiving you for too long
Continuing to imagine a relationship with you.
I've grown used to that
Becoming accustomed to this pattern of thought.
Still conceiving you all along
Persistently envisioning a connection with you.
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