Lyrics
Fuck you and fuck your lies
Expressing strong disapproval and frustration towards someone and their deceitful statements.
Fuck you trying to be mine
Rejecting someone's attempt to establish a romantic connection or relationship.
Fuck the scene and fuck the lights
Rejecting the artificiality and superficiality of a particular social environment, possibly related to fame or attention.
Ain't nobody here who's nice
Asserting that nobody present is genuinely kind or good.
A thousand hoes a night will never make it alright
Highlighting the emptiness and inadequacy of seeking solace in numerous casual relationships.
Fuck my ex cause he was right
Expressing regret or resentment towards a past romantic partner who was proven right.
Ain't nobody loves me like him
Comparing current relationships unfavorably to a previous one, suggesting a sense of longing or dissatisfaction.
Lately I'm so paranoid
Feeling excessively anxious and suspicious about one's surroundings or circumstances.
Feel like someone else
Experiencing a sense of alienation or detachment, possibly from oneself.
Swear I can never relax
Expressing difficulty in finding relaxation or peace of mind.
I'm trynna be the best I can be
Aspiring to achieve personal excellence and be the best version of oneself.
Don't feel like me
Feeling a disconnection from one's own identity or sense of self.
But I love it
Acknowledging a contradictory emotion of love towards a situation despite its negative impact.
Maybe cause I'm self-destructive
Suggesting a propensity for self-destructive behavior, possibly finding allure in negative experiences.
Numb the world just to feel something
Using substances or activities to numb emotional pain and create a semblance of feeling.
I've never felt worse but somedays, yeah
Admitting to feeling exceptionally bad on some days despite attempts to cope.
Yeah I love it
Reiterating the contradictory love for a self-destructive situation.
Maybe cause I'm self-destructive
Acknowledging the attraction to self-destructive tendencies.
Numb the world just to feel something
Using numbing strategies to cope with emotional struggles.
I've never felt worse but somedays, yeah
Expressing the paradox of feeling worse but finding some satisfaction on certain days.
I love it
Repeating the affirmation of love for the self-destructive situation.
I love it
-I love it
-I love it
-I'm giving advice I never take
Offering advice that the speaker themselves doesn't follow, indicating a sense of hypocrisy or self-awareness.
Making the same mistakes again
Continuing to repeat past mistakes without learning from them.
My stomach's been quiet lately
Noticing a lack of anxiety or disturbance in the stomach, suggesting a calm moment.
So I'm guessing maybe
Speculating about the well-being of others, possibly referring to internal struggles or emotional turmoil.
They're all dead in there
Suggesting a figurative or metaphorical death or emotional numbness in others.
But I'll be okay
Expressing optimism about personal well-being despite challenging circumstances.
Cause I've already been here and I know the way out
Asserting resilience and familiarity with difficult situations, suggesting confidence in overcoming challenges.
So keep writing girl
Encouraging continued expression or creativity despite personal struggles.
But I love it
Reiterating the contradictory emotion of loving a self-destructive situation.
Maybe cause I'm self-destructive
Acknowledging the attraction to self-destructive tendencies.
Numb the world just to feel something
Using numbing strategies to cope with emotional struggles.
I've never felt worse but somedays, yeah
Admitting to feeling exceptionally bad on some days despite attempts to cope.
Yeah I love it
Repeating the contradictory love for a self-destructive situation.
Maybe cause I'm self-destructive
-Numb the world just to feel something
-I've never felt worse but somedays, yeah
-I love it
Affirming the love for the self-destructive situation.
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