Lyrics
Things are always changing
Expressing the constant nature of change in life.
Life can be amazing
Acknowledging the potential for life to be wonderful.
But life can be crazy
Highlighting the unpredictable and chaotic aspects of life.
Just last week, had no job, had no life
Reflecting on a recent period of unemployment and lack of purpose.
Had no money had no baby
Describing a time of financial difficulty and absence of family.
Now I'm getting consecutive numbers like I'm playing rummy
Experiencing a positive change, possibly in luck or circumstances.
I used to be a dummy, well I still am
Admitting to past foolishness or mistakes.
Now I follow my plans when I make em
Focusing on planning and following through with goals.
My emotions I can't shake em
Struggling with deep emotions that are hard to shake.
So I face 'em
Facing and confronting personal emotions instead of avoiding them.
My shoes I don't lace em
Metaphorically, not bothering with unnecessary details in life.
No point in running
Emphasizing the futility of running away from problems.
At a certain point you gotta stop
Encouraging a realization that one must stop avoiding issues.
Your lungs won't last forever and neither will your thoughts
Recognizing the finite nature of both physical and mental capacities.
I used to think an awful lot but I think that's what brought all of my negative intentions
Linking excessive thinking to negative intentions.
Cutting myself off mid sentence
Interrupting thoughts midway, perhaps to prevent negativity.
My mind is overflowing my mind is being overthrown
Feeling overwhelmed and overthrown by one's own thoughts.
I don't know where to go so I just sit at home
Expressing confusion and indecision about the future.
All by myself by my lone.. some
Isolation and loneliness, emphasizing self-reliance.
I care too much and I show… some
Showing vulnerability by caring deeply despite potential hurt.
Love to people who don't deserve it
Acknowledging love given to undeserving individuals.
When I build up the courage
Building courage but often facing disappointment.
Just to get discouraged
Experiencing discouragement despite efforts.
And then I wonder why I even try
Questioning the purpose and worth of continued effort.
And then I wonder why
Reflecting on the repetitive nature of questioning one's actions.
And then I wonder why I even try
Repeating the internal struggle and questioning.
And then I wonder why
Continuing the cycle of self-reflection and doubt.
Why do I give my best?
Pondering the motivation behind giving one's best effort.
Why do I bless the crest upon the crown of a jester and assume that I am lesser?
Questioning self-worth in comparison to others.
Why do I build people up when they try to bring me down
Conflicted feelings about supporting those who undermine.
I used to think we're all equal but some decisions got me questioning that now
Doubting the equality of all people based on personal experiences.
Some incisions on my heart when you ripped it open
Expressing emotional wounds caused by someone.
Took everything out, played with it and left it broken
Metaphorically describing emotional damage and abandonment.
You're like a child with a gift except a child with a gift
Comparing someone to a child who rejects a valuable gift.
Crossed it off their list for a different reason
Rejecting a gift for an unexpected reason.
It was a different kind of season
Referencing a difficult period marked by emotional challenges.
There's was for Christmas, yours was to watch me fall, and the irony is that you're the coldest of them all
Highlighting the irony of someone cold watching another's downfall.
Things are always changing
Repeating the acknowledgment of constant change.
Life can be amazing
Reiterating the potential for life to be amazing.
But life can be crazy
Re-emphasizing the unpredictable and crazy nature of life.
Every single day I wake up feeling hazy I just might be going crazy
Expressing a sense of confusion or disorientation in daily life.
Just last week had no job had no life had no money had no baby
Recalling a recent time of lacking stability and security.
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