Lyrics
What is on your mind now?
Inquiring about the current thoughts or concerns.
You always push and shove, I'm just trying to get back to you
Feeling pushed away but still striving to reconnect.
I call you all the time now
Frequent attempts to communicate.
I'm always reaching out cause I think that's what I have to do
Consistently reaching out, feeling it's necessary.
It's killing me slowly
Experiencing a slow, agonizing effect emotionally or mentally.
I know it's false hope thinking that you'll come back around
Maintaining false hope for the person's return despite doubts.
And you don't even know me
Being unknown or unnoticed by the person despite efforts.
Even though I lose my shit keep ten toes on the ground
Despite struggling emotionally, staying grounded.
Yeah this life is overrated
Expressing dissatisfaction with life's hype or societal expectations.
If I die please tell my momma that I made it
Asking to inform the mother of achievements upon death.
Cause I've been getting faded
Engaging in substance abuse or escapism.
I can't get enough of it I always fucking crave it
Having an insatiable craving for the substance.
All my problems just walk through the front door
Personal issues consistently confront the individual.
And I'm intoxicated til they're all gone
Using intoxication as a means to cope with problems.
Hundred thousand on the Spotify
Boasting about success on a streaming platform.
Yeah life is good and I'm only fucking twenty nine
Feeling content despite being relatively young.
But it ain't a million streams
Not satisfied despite achievements, comparing success to age.
Better yet I could of did this shit when I was seventeen
Reflecting on missed opportunities at a younger age.
Seventeen!
Reiterating the age of seventeen.
I was fresh up on the scene
Recalling being new to a situation or environment.
And they always told me to go get a degree
Received advice to pursue education for financial success.
So I can make my money stretch like a fucking limousine
Desiring financial stability similar to a limousine's length.
But these thoughts in my head found a way to intervene
Personal thoughts interfering with planned pursuits.
Yeah this life is overrated
Reiterating dissatisfaction with life's expectations.
If I die please tell my momma that I made it
Requesting notification of accomplishments to mother upon death.
Cause I've been getting faded
Engaging in substance abuse or escapism (repeated).
I can't get enough of it I always fucking crave it
Describing an insatiable craving for the substance (repeated).
All my problems just walk through the front door
Continual arrival of personal issues (repeated).
And I'm intoxicated til they're all gone
Using intoxication to cope with problems (repeated).
What is on your mind now?
Reiteration of inquiring about current thoughts or concerns (repeated).
You always push and shove, I'm just trying to get back to you
Feeling pushed away but desiring reconnection (repeated).
I call you all the time now
Frequent attempts at communication (repeated).
I'm always reaching out cause I think that's what I have to do
Consistently reaching out, feeling it's necessary (repeated).
It's killing me slowly
Experiencing a slow, agonizing effect emotionally or mentally (repeated).
I know it's false hope thinking that you'll come back around
Maintaining false hope for the person's return despite doubts (repeated).
And you don't even know me
Being unknown or unnoticed by the person despite efforts (repeated).
Even though I lose my shit keep ten toes on the ground
Despite emotional distress, remaining grounded (repeated).
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