Lyrics
I wish I could see the world like it used to be
I yearn to perceive the world as it once was
But you painted it grey
You have cast a gloomy perspective on it
Yeah you painted it grey
This gloominess persists
I wish I could take the advice that was given to me
I desire to heed the counsel given to me
But I threw it away
Yet, I disregarded and discarded it
Yeah I threw it away
Regretfully, I discarded valuable advice
Sometimes I don't know why
Occasionally, I struggle to comprehend why
I just can't say goodbye
I find it challenging to bid farewell
There's still a piece that craves you
A part of me still longs for you
The wasted days and nights
Time spent in vain and darkness
All turned to black and white
All experiences reduced to monotony
Cause you're the thief of colours
You are the one responsible for draining vibrancy
Just for today, I'll wake without
For today, I'll try to wake up without you
Just for today, I'll breathe without you
For today, I'll try to breathe without your presence
Just for today, I'll have to find the strength to stay away
For today, I must summon strength to stay apart
Just for today
This effort is only for today
I wish I could say it was taken from me
I want to believe it was forcibly taken from me
But I, I gave it away
In reality, I willingly gave it away
Yeah I gave it away
I am accountable for relinquishing it
I wish I could say it was fate or my destiny
I desire to attribute it to fate or destiny
But I've taken the blame
Yet, I accept the responsibility and blame
Yeah I've taken the blame
I acknowledge my own culpability
I don't know who I am, I have to start again
Lost in identity, I must embark on a fresh start
Has all my vision faded
Is my clear understanding vanishing?
With all the years of waste
Amid years of wasteful living
Yet I still crave your taste
Yet, I still crave your influence
Cause you're the thief of colours
You continue to steal away the vibrancy of life
Every day begins the same
Every day unfolds with monotony
I want to touch and taste you
I yearn to experience you repeatedly
Take me over and over
Overwhelm me repeatedly
Every night it ends the same
Each night concludes with self-reflection
I look into the mirror
As I face my aging reflection
I'm growing older and older
Growing older and colder
Colder and colder
Aging, both physically and emotionally
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