Unwanted Hope
Unveiling Lost Desires: Robby Bloodshed's Midnight Reflections
Lyrics
3 AM, the TV is still on
At 3 AM, the TV is still on, suggesting a restless or sleepless state.
If I fall asleep and dream it won't take long
Expressing the desire to avoid sleep as dreaming might bring unwanted thoughts or emotions.
Severed fantasies, unwanted hope
Referring to shattered dreams and aspirations, feeling burdened by unfulfilled expectations.
Rather stay up in my hellish daze
Choosing to remain in a troubled mental state rather than facing reality.
Men with no limbs forget what they've lost
Metaphorically describing the impact of emotional wounds, comparing it to losing limbs.
To wake up, realize again its gone
Realization of loss upon waking up, possibly due to a relationship ending.
Because of you, my heart is no more
Attributing the emotional pain to someone ("you") who caused the heart to lose its essence.
Death of senses, unconscious nothing's true
Describing a state of emotional numbness and unconsciousness, where nothing feels real.
As I force you from my mind
Actively trying to remove thoughts of the person causing pain.
With all this longing around
Despite yearning for connection, there is an emotional barrier preventing it.
I had all the right words to say today
Regretting not expressing feelings or thoughts, possibly leading to missed opportunities.
But I never wrote them down
Reflecting on the failure to document or communicate important sentiments.
I feel as though I'm about to die soon
Expressing a sense of impending doom or emotional breakdown.
Midnight I bleed out, you shine at noon
Symbolizing emotional pain ("bleed out") contrasted with the person causing the pain ("you" shining).
Last night I drew a picture of you in read
Creating an image of the person in red, possibly representing passion, but questioning the significance.
Now I'm not even sure, why I bothered
Questioning the purpose of investing emotions or effort in depicting the person.
As I force you from my mind
Reiteration of the attempt to remove thoughts of the person causing pain.
With all this longing around
Repeating the theme of emotional longing and barriers to connection.
I had all the right words to say today
Re-emphasizing the regret of not expressing important words or feelings.
But I never wrote them down
Highlighting the consequences of failing to document thoughts or emotions.
Comment