Suicide Medicine
Eternal Struggle: Unveiling the Complex Depths of 'Suicide Medicine'
Lyrics
A brain that never stops ticking
A constant stream of thoughts that never ceases
Sometimes an on-off switch would sure come in handy
Wishing for the ability to turn thoughts off at times
A mind that's constantly cutting up
A mind that consistently analyzes and breaks things down
And dissecting
Examining closely and analyzing thoroughly
Looking for answers
Searching for solutions or explanations
Committing murders along the way
Metaphorically harming others emotionally in the pursuit of answers
Is it the red wire or the blue wire
Metaphor for making choices, uncertain consequences
Just pick one and cut
Just choosing without concern for outcome
It just doesn't matter anymore
Feeling that nothing matters anymore
Or did it ever
Questioning if anything ever had significance
Cause I could never control when the bomb would explode
Unable to control emotional outbursts
Oh god I love you
Expressing deep affection or devotion
I mean forever
Enduring love, timeless
I left my body behind to break the news
Feeling detached from one's physical self to deliver news
Looks like it's over
Sensing the conclusion or ending
Please remember all of the things I never got a chance to say
Regret for unspoken words or feelings
Like you look smashing
Complimenting appearance or nostalgia
In your fourth grade picture
Specific memory about a photo
The one that we hung by the door
Reminiscing about a cherished picture
In our house that was so beautiful
Nostalgia for a beautiful past
There in our little home
Reflections on a cozy or intimate space
If this medication upsets your stomach
Advising on managing medication side effects
Take it with crackers bread or a small meal
Instructions to ease the discomfort caused by medication
We understand it won't do shit towards the cure
Admitting medication won't cure the underlying issue
But if you buy this I promise
Assurance of a positive feeling from the medication
You're gonna like the way it makes you feel
Confidence in the medication's effect on emotions
Is it the red wire or the blue wire
Reiteration of uncertain choices and their consequences
Just pick one and cut it just doesn't matter anymore
Choosing without caring about outcomes
Or did it ever
Questioning the significance of anything
Cause I could never control when the bomb would explode
Lack of control over emotional explosions
Oh god I love you
Expressing deep, enduring love
I mean forever
Enduring love, timeless
I left my body behind to break the news
Feeling detached to deliver a message
Looks like it's over
Sensing the conclusion or ending
Please remember all of the things I never got a chance to say
Regret for unexpressed sentiments
Like you look smashing
Complimenting appearance or nostalgia
In your fourth grade picture
Specific memory about a photo
The one that we hung by the door
Reminiscing about a cherished picture
In our house that was so beautiful
Nostalgia for a beautiful past
There in our little home
Reflections on a cozy or intimate space
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