Lyrics
Alleviate the imagery
Expressing a desire to alleviate or ease the mental images or thoughts.
Chaos in my welders mask
Describing a chaotic situation, possibly related to welding, with a mask symbolizing a barrier.
Stuck in a decision tree of skills and buffs ill never have
Feeling trapped in a decision-making process involving skills and enhancements that may never be acquired.
Harrowed by the holes in me
Feeling distressed or tormented by personal shortcomings or vulnerabilities.
What's leaking out I shouldnt ask
Questioning the consequences of exploring one's inner self or emotions.
I just wanna know if thats still me up walking after that
Questioning one's identity after a significant experience and its impact on personal growth.
Like letting go is letting go
Reflecting on the idea that releasing or letting go is an essential aspect of personal development.
Growing up is growing old
Highlighting the inevitable process of aging and its correlation with maturity.
If thats my leg behind me, im moving faster now its better gone
Suggesting a faster pace of life without the burden of past mistakes.
Thats just the respect in things
Acknowledging the importance of respecting various aspects of life.
But with my own ill never know
Expressing uncertainty about understanding one's own respect or value.
Solo dolo walkin' alone and lonely aint the way to go
Advising against a solitary and lonely existence.
And mirror me aint nice in years, which one which one
Reflecting on a lack of self-appreciation over the years.
Pick and choose and disappear, theres pissed on and pissed off
Discussing choices and the consequences of choosing between different paths.
One thats poetry and tears than theres pissed on and pissed off
Contrasting poetic and emotional experiences with negative and resentful ones.
One thats smoking drinkin beers and than theres pissed on and pissed off
Highlighting different ways of coping with life's challenges, including substances.
Id just rather stop talking, its hard enough walking
Expressing a preference for silence over talking, indicating the difficulty of navigating life's complexities.
Now i gotta add emotions, put my body in convulsions
Expressing the added challenge of dealing with emotions and physical reactions.
I aint got the spoon fork or culinary conscience
Indicating a lack of tools or awareness to handle complex situations.
On a good day a bad day or any day as
Reflecting on the unpredictability of life on any given day.
Often
Emphasizing the frequency of the mentioned struggles.
Alleviate the imagery
Repetition of line #1, possibly reinforcing the desire to alleviate mental images.
Chaos in my welders mask
Repetition of line #2, reinforcing the chaotic and challenging nature of the situation.
Stuck in a decision tree of skills and buffs ill never have
Repetition of line #3, reiterating the feeling of being stuck in unattainable goals.
I just wanna play the game of keeps and have the losers share
Expressing a desire to play a life game with lasting rewards and shared losses.
Miss the days of playing games forgetting rules and who was there
Nostalgically missing the simplicity of childhood games and the carefree nature of relationships.
I just wanna play the game of keeps and have the losers share
Reiteration of the desire to play a meaningful life game.
Miss the days of playing games forgetting rules and who was there
Reiterating the nostalgia for carefree days and forgotten rules.
Was it you was it me was it you was it you
Pondering the identity of someone involved in past experiences or events.
Was it you was it me was it you was it you
Repetition, possibly emphasizing the uncertainty and questioning of past events.
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