Lyrics
I'm not afraid of the mirror anymore
I have overcome my fear of self-reflection in the mirror.
But it's been hard as of lately - as of late
Recently, life has been challenging and difficult.
I been crying a lot in my car
I've been shedding tears frequently while alone in my car.
I been crying a lot in my car
Repetition of the previous line, emphasizing the emotional struggle.
I been thinking bout you all as of lately
Recently, I've been constantly thinking about you.
I been pounding on my chest
I've been expressing my emotions intensely by hitting my chest.
I been making my flesh red
I've been causing my skin to turn red by some form of self-infliction.
And I always find these scratches on my face
There are noticeable scratches on my face that I discover each time.
I'm feeling tired of saying sorry
I'm weary of constantly apologizing.
And you are too I bet
Speculation that the listener is also tired of receiving apologies.
I been switching lanes, trying to pray: I'm trying to pray
I've been changing my approach, attempting to pray for a change.
Thank you for your time, but I'm not ready yet
Expressing gratitude for the listener's time but conveying unreadiness.
Thank you for your time, but I'm not ready yet
Repetition, reinforcing the message of not being ready yet.
Thank you, well you're too kind, but I'm not ready yet
Acknowledging the listener's kindness but reiterating the lack of readiness.
No I'm not ready
Emphatic declaration of not being prepared or ready.
I been pounding on my chest
Repetition of the earlier expression of emotional intensity.
I been making my flesh red
Reiteration of causing physical harm to oneself, possibly as an outlet.
I always find these scratches on my face
Repeating the discovery of scratches on the face, suggesting a recurring pattern.
Do you have my guesses
Possibly asking if the listener understands or knows about my uncertainties.
Do you have my guesses
Repetition, seeking confirmation or understanding about uncertainties.
Do you have my guesses
Reiteration, emphasizing the desire for the listener to comprehend my uncertainties.
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