Lyrics
A hard decision who to hate or to love
A difficult choice between whom to dislike or love
It's like the biggest traitor is the guy who asks all this stuff but
Suggesting that the biggest betrayer is the one asking probing questions
I don't wanna be a wannabee or gonnabee
Expressing a desire to avoid being a mere imitator or someone who just talks about future achievements
Wasted my luck twice
Regret over squandering luck on two occasions
The warmest pillow of Mrs. Yes, I know you well
Referring to the comfort of the speaker's metaphorical warmest pillow, Mrs. Yes, acknowledging familiarity
But all I wanted was an easy life
Expressing a longing for a simpler, stress-free life
And again it's just the booze and me
Attributing troubles to alcohol
Without a friend or family
Feeling alone without friends or family
But every circus has a place for me
Despite difficulties, finding a place in the chaotic world, likened to a circus
As a one trick pony
Identifying oneself as a one trick pony, suggesting simplicity or lack of versatility
Say things you love about me
Requesting positive affirmations from others
It's probably dumb but I wish I'd understand
Expressing a wish for understanding, even if it seems naive
Just how we are so smart but hateful on the other end
Highlighting human intelligence juxtaposed with negativity
Everything would be perfect if I didn't care
Imagining a perfect scenario if the speaker could detach from caring
But I have to feel guilty for the heart I bare
Feeling guilty for the emotions expressed
The warmest pillow of Mrs. Yes, I know you well
Reiterating the comfort provided by Mrs. Yes, emphasizing familiarity
I guess now it's too late to return
Suggesting it's too late to undo past actions or decisions
And again it's just the booze and me
Attributing troubles once again to alcohol
Without a friend or family
Reiterating a sense of isolation without friends or family
But every circus has a place for me
Highlighting the speaker's place in the chaotic world, comparing it to a circus
As a one trick pony
Identifying oneself as a one trick pony, emphasizing simplicity or lack of versatility
Wish I never backed the wrong horse
Expressing regret for choosing the wrong path or making the wrong decision
A will o the wisp that never leaves
Describing oneself as a fleeting and elusive presence that never disappears
And as long as lies pretend the right course
Suggesting that lies dictate the chosen path, regardless of whether it is right or wrong
I don't worry about how I feel
Indicating a lack of concern about emotions or feelings
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