Lyrics
Aint noone gon save me save me guess I gotta carry my own weight
Ain't no one gonna save me; I have to bear my own burden.
I've been feeling jaded faded
I've been feeling worn out and disheartened.
Running with e in my tank
Running on empty, with little energy left.
Got insomnia I can't sleep I've been contemplating taking melatonin
Suffering from insomnia, considering taking melatonin to sleep.
But the one that last forever one in the chamber keep it loaded
Referring to a persistent danger or threat, keeping a loaded gun.
Been praying to god everyday it feels like I've been hopeless hoping
Regularly praying to God, feeling without hope.
It's like I'm stuck inna time loop and I can't get out I'm frozen (Yea)
Expressing a feeling of being stuck in a repetitive, unchanging situation.
I don't wanna be here no more
Expressing a desire not to exist in the current state.
Feels like I won't ever again feel at home
Feeling alienated and unlikely to find a sense of belonging.
Everyday I wake up hoping and praying that the pain gon end
Every day waking up with the hope that the pain will subside.
It's the same shit from the geigo fake emotions play pretend
Experiencing repetitive and insincere emotions, playing a role.
I been walking round like it is what it is
Accepting circumstances as they are.
It don't really matter if I die or if I live
Indicating a lack of concern for life and death.
I already tried like every fucking fix
Having attempted various solutions without success.
And ain't nun working not even a bit
No method or solution has proven effective.
Someone tell me the phone number to heaven
Seeking a direct connection to a higher power, asking for guidance.
Cuz I've been praying to god for a min but he ain't answering
Expressing frustration at unanswered prayers.
Don't know if you'll hear this god but I left you a message
Leaving a message for God, hoping for a response.
And I'm really really hoping that you get it
Expressing a strong desire for God to understand the message.
And I know that I made a bunch of mistakes in my past
Acknowledging past mistakes but unable to change them.
But I promise you if I had the power I would take every single one of them back
If given the chance, the speaker would rectify past errors.
Cuz I ain't make peace with none of them no
No reconciliation with past mistakes has been made.
Wish there was a way I could just let em go
Desiring a way to release or forget past errors.
But I know no matter how hard I try to make em leave they won't
Despite efforts, the past mistakes continue to haunt the speaker.
I don't wanna be here no more
Expressing a desire not to exist in the current state (repeated).
Feels like I won't ever again feel at home
Feeling alienated and unlikely to find a sense of belonging (repeated).
Everyday I wake up hoping and praying that the pain gon end
Every day waking up with the hope that the pain will subside (repeated).
It's the same shit from the geigo fake emotions play pretend
Experiencing repetitive and insincere emotions, playing a role (repeated).
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