Lyrics
Caught you in the headlights
Caught in a moment of attention or realization
Driving back from Wellfleet
Returning from Wellfleet, a location or journey
Figured we were good, I thought it was understood- if we weren't you would tell me
Assumed understanding in the relationship; open communication
Fuck if it's forever
Disregard for eternity or lasting commitment
Fuck it if it's healthy
Disregard for well-being; a willingness to embrace unhealthiness
I'll be on the move love, tryna run this groove up
Active pursuit of personal goals and ambitions
Flying round round Chelsea
Moving energetically around Chelsea, a place or symbol
I got all these packs to move
Responsibilities or tasks to accomplish
I never catch an attitude
Remaining calm and composed in challenging situations
Even when the train feels tomb-like
Enduring difficult times on a journey, maintaining composure
Even when it rains in the moonlight
Dealing with challenges even in romantic moonlit moments
Even when the spirit moves me further from you
Moving away emotionally, possibly physically
Even when the good times come with burden of proof
Challenges accompanying enjoyable moments
Even when I only love my version of you
Loving a self-constructed version of the partner
Where I can be right
A desire for being correct or justified
And you stay the night
Wishing for shared moments and connection
If you're happy for me I won't be shocked
Openness to partner's happiness without surprise
But I won't tell you that you're wrong if you're not
Acceptance of differing opinions without judgment
Cause I can't love you more than this
Limited capacity to love beyond a certain extent
I can't love you more than this and still love you
Acknowledging limits in love while still caring
Just as it was advertised
Confirming alignment with expectations
You don't have to act surprised
No need for surprise, as traits were known from the start
You knew I was bad from the outset
Acknowledging personal flaws or challenges
You don't need a man who's a housepet
Desiring a partner with independence, not dependency
I don't need an axe to grind
No intention for conflict or confrontation
Wish we weren't magnetized
Wishing for a different, less intense connection
Wish we weren't doomed to be lovebirds
Expressing a sense of fate or destiny in love
Ducking out of school to my covers
Recalling moments of intimacy or secrecy
Even when the spirit moves me further from you
Continued emotional distance despite external factors
Even when the good times come with burden of proof
Challenges persisting in joyful times, requiring proof
Even when I only love my version of you
Loving a personalized version of the partner
Where I'm still that boy
Desiring a version of oneself that brings joy to the partner
Who fills you with joy
Yearning for a joyful presence in the partner's life
I can pretend
Engaging in pretense or a facade
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