Lyrics
Let my tears fall now
Expressing a desire to release emotions through tears.
Hands on my mouth trying not to cry too loud
Trying to suppress audible crying by covering the mouth.
Tell me what you want, but your never gonna do now
Requesting honesty about intentions, recognizing they may not be fulfilled.
Really losing my shit think I need to move out
Feeling overwhelmed and considering a change in living situation.
Of my head, its suffocating to think too much
Sensory overload in the mind, finding it suffocating to overthink.
Don't wanna feel your words are killing me, were already done
Rejecting the impact of hurtful words, acknowledging the end of a relationship.
Still alive waiting for your call
Remaining alive and anticipating a call.
Know you cant hide shit, Yeah I saw it all
Asserting awareness of hidden actions, having witnessed everything.
Fucking broke my heart know it hurt like a bitch I
Expressing the intense pain of a broken heart.
Don't wanna talk seeing life thru a fisheye
Choosing silence, viewing life through a distorted perspective ("fisheye").
Still alive waiting for your call
Reiterating a state of survival, awaiting communication.
Know you cant hide shit, Yeah I saw it all
Reaffirming the ability to perceive concealed truths.
Fucking broke my heart know it hurt like a bitch I
Reiterating the emotional impact of a heartbreak.
Don't wanna talk seeing life thru a fisheye
Reemphasizing the preference for silence and distorted perception.
Somehow it always goes the same
Noting a recurring pattern in experiences.
But I don't wanna see you walk away
Expressing a desire for the person not to leave.
Treat shit like its all a game, but you're the only one that knows how to play
Acknowledging a deceptive attitude towards life but recognizing the person's skill in playing games.
And know we can't keep going on like this
Realizing the unsustainable nature of the current situation.
I Swear that I wont miss you now
Committing to not missing the person anymore.
Like when was it decided we would stop trying?
Questioning when the decision was made to stop trying in the relationship.
I was in your bathroom thinking bout dying
Reflecting on dark thoughts in a vulnerable moment.
Words cut deep, saw my back and put a knife in
Highlighting the emotional pain caused by betrayal.
Worth it to me if I get to say goodbye in the end
Accepting the pain as worthwhile if it leads to a proper farewell.
Never woulda thought I'd call you a friend
Unexpectedly acknowledging a friendship despite the pain.
But sometimes life's harder than it needs to be
Recognizing life's unnecessary difficulties.
And I know by now that this is not what love means
Understanding that the current experience is not representative of love.
Still alive waiting for your call
Persisting in waiting for a call despite the emotional turmoil.
Know you cant hide shit, Yeah I saw it all
Asserting continued awareness of concealed truths.
Fucking broke my heart know it hurt like a bitch I
Reiterating the intense pain caused by heartbreak.
Don't wanna talk seeing life thru a fisheye
Reaffirming the preference for silence and distorted perception.
Still alive waiting for your call
Continuing to survive while awaiting communication.
Know you cant hide shit, Yeah I saw it all
Reiterating the ability to perceive concealed truths.
Fucking broke my heart know it hurt like a bitch I
Reiterating the emotional impact of a heartbreak.
Don't wanna talk seeing life thru a fisheye
Reemphasizing the preference for silence and distorted perception.
Yeah know I really don't, know I really don't
Expressing a strong reluctance and disinterest.
Please don't hit me up and I'll be fine
Pleading not to be contacted and expressing a belief in personal recovery.
Know I really don't, know I really don't
Reiterating a strong disinterest in communication, seeking comfort at home.
Just take me home and we'll be alright
Expressing a desire to be taken home for reassurance.
Know I really don't, know I really don't
Reiterating a strong disinterest in communication, seeking comfort at home.
Please don't hit me up and I'll be fine
Pleading not to be contacted and expressing a belief in personal recovery.
Know I really don't, know I really don't
Reiterating a strong disinterest in communication, seeking comfort at home.
Just take me home and we'll be alright
Expressing a desire to be taken home for reassurance.
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