Lyrics
Locked in your room you know I've been here for weeks
Expressing a sense of isolation and confinement, having been in the same place for an extended period.
Praying to a god that I do not believe in
Engaging in prayer despite a lack of belief, possibly seeking solace or answers.
I don't know what season it is
Feeling disconnected from the passage of time, unsure of the current season.
Thought you would find me, but it seems you forget
Expecting someone to find or reach out, but perceiving a sense of forgetfulness.
Thought someone would notice I'm not here
Longing for recognition or attention, noting an absence from the awareness of others.
Your still crying I see past your fake tears
Seeing through someone's false emotions, particularly tears, recognizing insincerity.
Never had a trail still you looked a whole year
Not having a clear path or direction, yet being observed or judged for an entire year.
Yea I did it know his killers standing right here
Admitting to a past action, possibly a crime, and acknowledging the presence of the person harmed.
Please don't think so highly of me
Discouraging others from holding high expectations, expressing a sense of inadequacy.
You know I've seen thru, who you're trying to be
Seeing through someone's facade or pretense, understanding their true identity.
Wish you'd take me out now
Expressing a desire for release or escape, possibly from a challenging situation or relationship.
Know that I've been waiting to leave
Implying a prolonged anticipation of departure, suggesting a readiness to move on.
On my way to hell, but I know you'll be there with me
Acknowledging a journey towards a negative destination (hell) and the expectation of a companion.
Took a left, think I'm headed on the wrong way home
Feeling lost or disoriented, uncertain about the right path to take home.
Learned the hard way that nothings ever set in stone
Learning from difficult experiences that nothing in life is permanently fixed.
I wanted to forget your poison, seeps in my mind gets distorted
Desiring to forget the influence of a toxic person, describing the impact on the mind.
Forget the torment your forced in
Choosing to overlook or disregard the suffering imposed by another person.
I could never fall asleep I'm feeling hopeless
Experiencing insomnia and a sense of hopelessness, unable to find rest.
Haven't seen the sun in weeks my eyes are closing shut
Highlighting a prolonged absence of sunlight, indicative of a dark or challenging period.
I've had enough, I've felt enough
Expressing a saturation point of emotions, having felt and endured enough.
Please don't think so highly of me
Reiterating the plea not to set overly high expectations, emphasizing personal struggles.
You know I've seen thru, who you're trying to be
Continuing to see through someone's pretense, understanding their true self.
Wish you'd take me out now
Reiterating the desire for release or escape, possibly from a challenging situation or relationship.
Know that I've been waiting to leave
Confirming the prolonged anticipation of departure and readiness to move on.
On my way to hell, but I know you'll be there with me
Reaffirming the acknowledgment of a journey towards a negative destination with an expected companion.
Please don't think so highly of me
Persisting in discouraging high expectations, acknowledging personal flaws or limitations.
You know I've seen thru, who you're trying to be
Reiterating the ability to see through others' attempts at presenting a false image.
Wish you'd take me out now
Expressing the desire for immediate release or escape.
Know that I've been waiting to leave
Confirming the prolonged anticipation of departure and readiness to move on.
On my way to hell, but I know you'll be there with me
Affirming the expectation of a companion on the journey towards a negative destination.
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