Lyrics
Heard you been talking about me again
Perceived gossip or rumors about the speaker.
Words break bones know you tore me too shreds
Words have caused emotional harm; feeling torn apart.
Hurt when I'm alone I just wanted a friend
Loneliness is painful; desire for companionship.
I always hurt when I'm alone know I just wanted too spend
Painful solitude; yearning for time together.
A fuckin second with you
Expressing a desire for a genuine connection.
Without just playing pretend
A wish for authenticity, not just pretending.
A fuckin second with you where I'm not stuck in my head
Desire for time together without overthinking.
Again I fall into this hole
Falling into a negative emotional state.
I hate this shit but it's all that I know
Disliking the situation but feeling trapped.
Heard you been talking about me again
Repetition of perceived gossip affecting the speaker.
Words break bones know you tore me too shreds
Impactful words causing emotional damage.
Hurt when I'm alone I just wanted a friend
Lamenting loneliness; seeking friendship.
I always hurt when I'm alone know I just wanted to spend
Emotional pain in solitude; wanting to spend time together.
Another day with you, I don't care what it takes
Willing to sacrifice for another day with the person.
Know I would fuck up my life throw it all away
Willing to jeopardize life for a chance with the person.
Just if I could see you today
Desire to see the person despite the consequences.
I still know it wouldn't change a thing
Realization that seeing the person won't change anything.
While you're walking all over me
Feeling emotionally stepped on or mistreated.
Bitch I know you won't get over me
Confident that the person won't move on.
I been holding on for life
Struggling to hold on to life.
I been holding onto lies
Clutching onto falsehoods or illusions.
I don't think I'm gonna make it out this time
Feeling uncertain about overcoming current struggles.
Cigarettes are cheaper when you're blacked out drunk
Reflecting on the affordability of vices in a numbed state.
Passed out on the floor, in your bed I'm waking up
Awakening in a compromised state in the person's bed.
Like what the fuck?
Expressing confusion and disbelief at the situation.
Seems like this happens all the time
Noting a recurring pattern of negative events.
But it's not my fault no it's not mine
Denying personal responsibility for the situation.
(it's not mine, swear you did me wrong all the time, no it was never mine, you were Never mine)
Repetition emphasizing the perceived wrongdoing by the person.
Heard you been talking about me again
Reiteration of being a subject of gossip.
Words break bones know you tore me too shreds
Highlighting the impact of hurtful words.
Hurt when I'm alone I just wanted a friend
Reiterating the pain of loneliness and desire for friendship.
I always hurt when I'm alone know I just wanted to spend
Persisting emotional pain and longing for companionship.
Heard you been talking about me again
Continued frustration with gossip about the speaker.
Words break bones know you tore me too shreds
Reiterating the harm caused by words.
Hurt when I'm alone I just wanted a friend
Expressing the desire for friendship despite the pain.
I always hurt when I'm alone know I just wanted to spend another second with you
Reiterating the yearning for more time with the person.
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