Lyrics
I'm going back and forth everyday
I experience internal conflicts daily.
Replay it in my mind
I repeatedly replay memories in my mind.
Making me go insane
These thoughts are driving me crazy.
The funny thing to me
It's amusing to me.
You don't seem fazed
You don't appear bothered or concerned.
Like all the words
It seems like all our conversations have been forgotten.
We exchanged
Words we shared feel erased.
Have been erased
It appears easy for you to move on.
Is it that easy for you to forget me
Questioning if it's effortless for you to forget me.
Is it that easy to switch off everything that you felt
Wondering if it's easy for you to suppress your emotions.
I wish I could get off that easy
Expressing a desire for a simpler emotional state.
Coz I'll be doing fine
Claiming to be doing well outwardly.
But in the back of my mind it's
Despite outward appearances, inner struggles persist.
All of the moments that I thought I might be falling for you
Reflecting on moments where feelings may have deepened.
And now I question if you ever felt like you could fall too
Doubting if the other person ever felt the same way.
Wish I could shut my mind up
Expressing a desire to silence one's thoughts.
Just want these tears to dry up
Wishing for the cessation of tears.
Mmm
Expression of emotion.
Shut up
Command to stop talking or thinking about it.
Can't shut my mind up
Struggling to quiet the mind.
Just shut up
Reiterating the desire to shut down emotionally.
Want the tears to dry up
Expressing a wish for tears to stop.
Don't get me wrong
Acknowledging that the relationship was never right.
We were never right
Reflecting on the fun of pretending despite the lack of suitability.
But ain't it fun to play pretend
Emphasizing the temporary nature of the pretend game.
For a little while
Wishing the other person well, albeit with mixed emotions.
Wish you the best
An insincere wish for the best.
No I don't
Expressing conflicting emotions.
Yes I do
Admitting to confusion about the other person's actions.
I'm just a little itty bit confused by how you move but
Acceptance that it doesn't matter anymore.
It doesn't matter anymore
Planning to express feelings through a song.
I'll write a song
Closing the door on the past.
I'll shut the door
Determined to move on and overcome difficulties.
I'll pick myself up off the floor
Committing to self-improvement and resilience.
And I'm good with that
Expressing contentment with the decision.
So don't take me back to
Rejecting a return to past emotional struggles.
All of the moments that I thought I might be falling for you
Recalling moments of potential emotional attachment.
Don't wanna question if you ever felt like you could fall too
Rejecting the need to question the other person's emotions.
Just tryna shut my mind up
Attempting to silence internal thoughts.
Got no more tears to cry love
Claiming to have no more tears to shed.
Mmm
Expression of emotion.
Shut up
Command to stop talking or thinking about it.
I've made my mind up now
Asserting a decision has been made.
Just shut up
Reiterating the desire for silence.
Coz It's done
Confirming the end of the emotional struggle.
Shut up
Emphasizing the finality of the decision.
I've made my mind up now
Reiterating the decision to move on.
Just shut up
Command to stop talking or thinking about it.
Coz It's done
Affirming the conclusion of the emotional process.
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