Lyrics
Just a year away
Anticipating a year in the future.
And nothing stays the same
Change is inevitable, and nothing remains static.
But the rain and the gray you wake up to
Describing a gloomy and monotonous atmosphere upon waking up.
And you try
Attempting to cope with challenges.
In the only way you know to cover it up
Using words as a shield to hide true feelings.
Words give it all away
Verbal expressions reveal inner emotions.
When there's nothing to say
Silence when words can't convey the depth of emotions.
I know it's hard
Acknowledging the difficulty of letting go.
To let it all go
The challenge of moving on from the past.
Outgrow the colors, the shades
Maturing beyond superficial aspects like colors and shades.
Some, they might say I'm raining on my own parade
Facing criticism or negativity from others.
The first holiday
Expressing a desire to avoid staying in the current situation.
And I don't want to stay
Uncertainty about the destination or place called home.
And I don't know where I'm going home to
Embracing significant changes in life.
It's all change
Maintaining a level of craziness or unpredictability.
And I'm still insane
Navigating through challenges with inadequate protection.
I'm walking on water in shoes that can't stop the rain
Struggling and possibly experiencing a setback.
Going under again
Facing difficulties once again.
I know it's hard
Reiterating the challenge of moving on.
To let it all go
Re-emphasizing the need to outgrow superficial aspects.
Outgrow the colors, the shades
Repeating the idea of facing criticism or negativity.
Some, they might say I'm raining on my own parade
Reiterating the difficulty of letting go.
But I'm just a kid
Expressing a youthful perspective and lack of experience.
Trying to unchange all the hits and the misses
Attempting to reverse both successes and failures.
I can't explain, I thought that I could
Feeling unable to explain complex emotions.
All kinds of angels with my blood to spill
Alluding to various challenges represented by angels and spilled blood.
From the first of the year
Referring to the start of a new year.
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