Wide Awake

Awakening Emotions: RudyWade's Journey Through Hopelessness and Healing
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Lyrics

You don't even know the real me

You are not familiar with my true self.

I feel like I'm hopeless clearly

I sense a feeling of despair and lack of hope.

Nobody around to heal me

No one is present to provide healing for me.

From everything inside you always left me out

In various situations, you consistently excluded me from your inner circle.

I'm in it for the last time

This is the final instance for me.

All I had was nothing how it got so cold

I once possessed nothing, and now it has become extremely cold.

And every time I wished I felt the light die

Whenever I desired, I felt the extinguishing of hope.

You don't understand whats going on

You lack comprehension of the current situation.

How can you expect me to stand up now

How can you expect me to rise now?

Everything I feel's what it is right now

My current emotions are an accurate reflection of reality.

Losing my control til its over how

I am losing control until it's all over.

Why you calling out my name

Why are you invoking my name?

When you forgot you left away

You seem to have forgotten that you departed.

You keep on going down this lane

You persistently follow this destructive path.

I feel I'm pulling all the weight

I feel burdened, carrying all the emotional weight.

I was wide awake when it all came falling into place

I was fully aware when everything fell into its rightful place.

And I had this overwhelming feeling

An intense feeling consumed me at that moment.

That I had to run til I escape

I believed I had to keep running until I found an escape.

You don't even know the real me

You remain ignorant of my authentic self.

I feel like I'm hopeless clearly

I feel a profound sense of hopelessness.

Nobody around to heal me

No one is available to provide healing.

From everything inside you always left me out

In various instances, you consistently excluded me from your inner circle.

Who was there for me when I missed you most

During my most vulnerable times, who was there for me?

Had your head on my shoulder

You once offered support, but I can't control my current situation.

But I can't control what I'm going through

I am continuously descending into a difficult situation.

I keep on falling right down

Why do you invoke my name when you have already departed?

Why you calling out my name

You persistently follow this destructive path.

When you forgot you left away

I feel burdened, carrying all the emotional weight.

You keep on going down this lane

You keep going down this detrimental path.

I feel I'm pulling all the weight

I feel burdened, carrying all the emotional weight.

I was wide awake when it all came falling into place

I was fully aware when everything fell into its rightful place.

And I had this overwhelming feeling

An intense feeling consumed me at that moment.

That I had to run til I escape

I believed I had to keep running until I found an escape.

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